LETTING GO TO HOLD ON

chapter 5

Molly was in high spirit come Monday
"Seems your talk with mom went well" Randy said behind her in the lunch line
She turn and smile at him she said nothing until they both join Jessica, Anna Kay,Todd and Jessica's on and off boyfriend Harry Hamlin the basketball captain they date when ever Jessica was in to it
"What happened to you and your mom?" Jessica ask before Molly could able sit down
"At lease give her the chance to sit" Anna Kay beg
"Thank you" molly said taking her seat
"So what was it you talk about with mom?" Anna Kay ask
"Relationship" Molly said "she knowtist I turn sixteen in a month time
" and she's forbidden you from having a boyfriend right?" Harry ask
"Shut up Harry" Jessica words cause him to hold his hands up"
"She want to meet Randy" Molly said
Randy smile while the others were surprise
"Well that's cool" Jessica comment even my mom take the time to meet my boyfriend"
"congratulations they said with a smile but molly still felt nervous that evening while taking a walk on the beach with Randy she confest to him of how nervous she was feeling to take him home,
" you don't think they'll like me ?" Randy ask disappointingly
"Its not you its mom "
"What about your dad, won't he be there ?" By now he was aware molly parents weren't  living together that her father  only visit on a regular basis he was married to a another woman he too has a step mother for his real mother died he got two half brother and one sister he was eight years older than the one who follow him his youngest sibling was his sister as times passes by they grow closer eventually his brothers and sister mother become like his mother
" I don't know  I'll have to tell you the right time "
"Anytime is OK  with me"Randy assure her taking her hand as the came to the end of the beach molly brush off her feet and put on her shoe  they parted ways at the bust stop for Randy live within walking distance to his home.
" why are you coming home so late young lady" Marcia ask when Molly came through the door
"Mom!" Molly said frightened that her mother got home before she did, she had let them know that coming home weren't acceptable if it wasn't a reason for it
" I'm sorry mom  it won't happen again, its just that after school Randy and I walk to the bus stop talking and last track of time,
"Its part of the reason you got a watch since its the first time I will let it slide,Marcia told Molly "if there's any  home work get it done dinner Will be ready shortly" she reach out to touch her daughter cheek  wink at her with a smirk, molly smile in return she knew her of all the rules made by her mother school rules were the one hardest to break she didn't really break any until now probably why her mother let it slide so easy  she was walking up the stairs when the phone inside the living room rang she turn her head to look at the ringing phone then at her mother but make no move,
"Go on answer it , its not like you're grounded "
Molly drop her bag on the stairs ran to the phone but Jeremy was already holding the receiver in his hand saying hello molly wonder where it was that he had come from please with himself he mimic  Molly by making a face and sticking out his tongue,
Molly slap him at the side of his head only for him to giggle
"Daddy!" He exclaimed talking with excitement Marcia wonder what it was there so call father was sweating him up with  now he then hand the phone to Molly Marcia left them there to go to the kitchen, after a few minutes Molly called "mom! Dad really want to talk to you"
Marcia wonder what the hell  it was he want with her for she wasn't in the mode, she pick up the receiver wait awhile before she said hello molly heard her and  hang up the receiver
Markus make sure they were alone before he speak
"Hey Marcie" he said
"What is it you want Markus ?" Marcia snap "for I'm busy now"
" you want me to come by and slow you down I'll be inside of you so fast you wouldn't even see it coming"
" not interesting save the drama for your wife "
"I rather the drama with you sweet Marcie I'm inside of you feeling so sweet and comfortable I'm likely to loose control your tightness hold around me i feel like I'm in  another place,
Marcia barrow her eyes, shook her head inhale deeply,
" you feeling turn on?" Markus ask with a giggle make her anger grow
"I know I would turn you on"
  "Shut up for god sakes" Marcia told him
"Tell you what sweets I will just stop by later and see what happen"
"No Markus you can't come by" Marcia warning fall into empty space for all she could hear were tones blasting in her ear.
"Damn it " she curse under her breath  slamming down the receiver "nitwit" she said "what ever shit he's up to who do he think he is" she hiss trying hard not to be angry, though frustration eat at her  she puts on a good face when Jeremy came in the kitchen to hang over the dinner pot ,
"Dinner is ready go get your sister "
"  I'm here mom "molly called out from the kitchen door way
" come set the table dinner is ready " Marcia told her
"That means I'm right on time them" they all turn to see Markus smirking
"Daddy !" Both children called running to him
Marcia can't believe he has the nerves to really come when he was the last person she wanted to see he going to have to learn his place and his place is with his wife. "Damn him to hell" she grumble hissing
"How comes you're here?" Molly ask
"Well I'm here for someone turns sixteen only weeks from now so I thought I'll bring something Nice"
"You brought me some thing for me daddy!?" Molly move closer to her father He pull something out of the inside pocket of his jacket then hand it to her
"Oh my god! She exclaimed " daddy has brought me a cellphone and in such  size" she was getting one for the first time when all her friends have one most of them enter highschool with one
"Is it OK mom for me to get a cellphone?" Molly ask coming to her mom.
It was the only thing Marcia could think of to buy her daughter for her birthday she was even looking at some the other day while out shopping she has no idea of  what to buy now with a big sigh she nod smiling just a little the way she look at the father of her children make him wonder  what she was thinking,
"Of curse  she doesn't have a problem " Markus said smirking and Marcia only wish was to slap him so hard across the face for that smirk  to disappear.
"Honey go set the table now" Marcia told her all so excited daughter who was busy trying out the expensive tablet phone with Jeremy hanging over her shoulder
"How come I don't get a cellphone?" Ask a more so jealous Jeremy,
"Jeremy Graham you dears not need a cellphone right now " Marcia told him "just go over there and help your sister "
"Staying for dinner daddy ?"  Molly ask
"No ,he can't stay" Marcia said
"Why not? I'm not in a hurry " Markus said removing his jacket "son why not hang this somewhere for your dad?" Jeremy didn't hesitate to take his father's jacket in the living room when Marcia look up at Markus he was grinning from ear to ear
"I fucking hate you" Marcia said through gritted teeth "bastard" she grumble walking away from him only to find that he was right behind her as she was getting dinner on the table he took his seat smiling up at her each time their eyes met.
He was right next to her when she sat down  she could just kick him though she knew he won't feel a thing
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he asshole wasn't just strong but hard as well it wasn't just his body that was hard but his heart as well he was a cold hearted mother, she allow the thoughts to slide she didn't even want to think the words she's been using them so often lately because of Markus damn him she thought hissing angrily inside no one could able to tell the anger she was feeling for the kids were there talking  and she was smiling
" Daddy you pray for dinner "Jeremy told his father
" I will love to pray for dinner "
Marcia knew that all Markus  want to do is annoy her and no drought he is doing a pretty amazing job
The children talk excitingly to their dad during dinner while Marcia listen in silent when ever they seek her opinion it was a simply nod or shake, her sentences were no longer than five or less words  every time she speak and look Markus way he was smirking at her annoying her more.
"Its you Markus that is expected to do the dishes " Marcia said when dinner was finally over and she got up
"Say what! Is that anyway to treat your guess?" Markus ask  looking up at Marcia but she ignored him
"We'll help you daddy"Molly said with a smile,
" sure sweety " Markus said as he got up from the table rolled up both his shirt sleeves and start to clear the table leaning to whisper in Marcia's ear
"I can see how hard your fighting to keep me here " he comment with a smile "for this you're going to work extra hard  Marcia bit her lip to keep from cursing
" kids its almost bed time she left them there and went to get something done in  the laundry room by she was finish so were they and was sitting together in the living room he was telling them story but as  soon as he knowtist her present he turn his head to wards her then back to the children as she as started to take the stairs
"Did you two take a shower?" He ask
"Not yet" Jeremy said
"You sweety ?" He ask turning to Molly she shook her head
"I thought I smell something funky  you two get a shower now "
"Dad !Molly said
" go" he said giving her a push start and go to bed right away"
"Goodnight dad "they both hug him Thirty five minutes later he was in their room saying goodnight again closing each door behind him.