LETTING GO TO HOLD ON

chapter 3

"Molly! Her mother called from the bathroom door,
" aren't you getting out the bathroom? " Marcia question
"Yes mom" Molly answer relaxing a little bit more,
"Well please to hurry molly and just because you get it for yourself does not mean you will live there its time for school"
"Mom! Molly said stepping out the bathroom standing in its doorway looking rather disappointed, " the first time I got the bathroom for myself I've to be hurrying come on"
"Sorry honey its a school day please to get dress breakfast is waiting you have the entire weekend to stay in the shower" Marcia told her  looking at her  standing there  wrapped in just her towel, she couldn't help but to  picture herself yesterday wrapped in her towel after coming out the shower to answer the door it was  moments after Markus let it fall  from her body did what he wanted to her, back in the days she loved it when he bothered her for sex and it was fun but he was hers then he's someone's husband now she hate thinking of him sexually she hate having sex with him yet it was the best thing that happened with him now that they weren't together, she flash back on her first time with Markus she was fifteen right a round Molly's age it make's her wonder if she's having sex thinking since it had happened to her it could to her as well, they haven't really talk about her with boys like they're to thinking she should have a  talk with her,
Molly close her room door in order to get dress while Marcia went to the kitchen,
Jeremy had already finish his pancakes and rice crackers with bacon strips  cooked in barbeque sauce brush his teeth and wait for his sister, when molly came down all she wanted was chocolate cereal she have just a small amount before placing the rest in her mother's hands running off upstairs and down again in few minutes they were taking the bus again today for in a few minutes Marcia will be going to work herself her job was at the shipping company where she work as a telephone assistance her hours were from nine to five four days per week Saturdays and Sundays were to spend with her children and Markus sometimes  when he would stop by to spend a few hours with his kids he never tries to move at her with them around it was why he make it a point of duty to come bother her on her day off which she was  planning on stop taking though she was entitle to it,
"See you later mom" Jeremy said hugging his mother, she kiss him softly on the cheek , "have a good day I love you"
"Love you too mom" Jeremy expressed with a smile hugging his mother again.
"Bye mom;love you"  molly said giving her mother a quick hug
"Love you too" Marcia said "molly" she called when her daughter was almost out the front door,she turn to face her mom "I will like if you and I can talk later after I get home"
Molly pause for a moment she have talk with her mother more so often but never had she before single out any specific time for them to talk, she was wondering what it was but instead of asking her mother what it was she wanted to talk about she said "OK mom" then wave at her.
Molly could only concentrate on what her mother had said she couldn't see why she wanted to talk to her other wise wondering if she had heard she did something wrong molly couldn't remember her doing anything out of the way could it be because she was hanging out with Randy Thomas after school going home half hour late did Jeremy told her did Jeremy know but how could he have known they don't attend the same school, was it dad, Molly grasp holding her chest frightened by the thought of her father going over to tell her mother something he heard she did wrong he was there yesterday after school her mom had a tense look on her face them, and this morning she was saying she wanted to talk with her, she find it hard to focus glad that she didn't get any teacher for most her sections she sat in class pretending to read a book but her mind was blowing with crazy thoughts the final bell goes at two twenty as always on a Friday  she was standing outside when Jessica Parker came up to her they were in the same class they were also friends not best friends but close friends Anna Kay Bailey was her very best friend she knows everything about her there is to know she too knows all it is about Anna Kay both her parents know that they are best friends she could come to her house at any time even spend the night she could do the same at Anna Kay's house for since the  friendship with Anna Kay and herself both their parents became close, "what's bothering you?" Jessica ask molly you look rather uneasy"
"That's true" said Anna Kay coming behind them both unknowtist I wanted to ask since this morning why you look so down" 
"Hey girls!" Randy exciting words rang in the girls ears he was grinning from ears to ears when he throws his hand across Molly's shoulder placing d kiss on her cheek he came to realize her discomfort,
"Did I miss something?" He ask
"Seems we all did"Jessica said
" it's just that" molly pause then sigh, my mom said she need to talk to me after I got home"
"And that's it ?" Anna Kay ask
"You got tense for that ?" Jessica ask if my mom tells me that I would be over joyed my mother is always busy working she  never even take a day and on weekends she's always making phone calls and my younger brother demands so much attention not to mention my elder brother who's always getting in to trouble"
"Did she say why she was going to talk to you?" Randy inquired
"That's the problem, I don't know, I just don't know"
"I wouldn't worry so much your mother is easy going even mom said so her self" Anna Kay told her "anyway I must get home I promise to stay with Betty and Monica tonight my parents want to go out so Todd get to babysit with me !" She was shaking with excitement Anna Kay has been dating Todd Heffran two years now her parents finally agree to let him come over because she turns sixteen a few months back,
"That's great " Molly said with a grin hugging her best friend
" yeah I have to make popcorn so I will see  you later " Anna Kay told Molly hugging again "Jessica ,  Randy catch you guys she said and she ran off.
" are we going to have ice cream Mol?" Randy ask
" Remember mom want to talk to me so I have to go" Molly said
"But your mom still have a few more hours before she gets home" Jessica said
Molly look at her then at Randy then agree to have ice cream Jessica said good bye to them leaving them their Randy hug Molly as they were existing the school gate but because of the feelings she has she ease his hand off so they could just walk side by side to the ice cream cart just turning the corner from the school gate.