when i met you || sinkook fanfic (complete!)

Chapter 19

Sinb pov

I have been refusing to go for the surgery. It is taking place next week. I am afraid. I just started being close again to Jungkook and here i am gonna leave him again if i didnt make it through the surgery. Manager-nim allowed me to stayed at my house until it was my operation day. I spent even more time with my family this time. Especially my oppa. Oh and oppa got himself a girlfriend too. She is Chaeyoung unnie. The one who gave me my breakfast the other day in the hospital. Chaeyoung unnie is really nice and friendly. She always remind me to take my medicine and meals so that my disease may disappear. But i doubt it will disappear. Everyday im in pain but i just didnt want my parents to worry. Jungkook visits me everyday without fail even no matter how late at night it is.

Gfriend visit me atleast twice a week since they are very busy with practices and fan meetings. I understand them and they would be really tired. They would facetime me when they are free or before they sleep at night. I have been writing letters to jungkook and taehyung. Both letters are different because i treat the both of them differently. Taehyung is currently with Yerin unnie and thats good because i dont want him to wait for me any longer. I treat him just like heechul oppa. Jungkook. I cried everytime i wrote his letters. My heart hurts not because of the disease but broken mentally. He is spending time with me even though he knows i might not make it alive. Now im writing a letter for jungkook.

(Turn on the rough song in the media☝🏼)

To Jeon Jungkook ❤️

annyeong oppa! Nah. I meant sunbaenim. JK! and what jk means? jungkook! Ok im lame. Anyways this is your last letter from me. You have a total of 14. I've been writing for you everyday starting 2 weeks ago. everyone of your letter has a tear drop mark. I cried everytime i wrote your letter. You will receive all this letter when im gone. Promise me you wont cry on my funeral okay :') tell yourself that im here. I'll be watching you from above! Dont worry about me okay! I'll be okay in the clouds. If you miss me, read these letters okay :) each one has a memory that we both spent together.

I swear if you cry while reading this letter, I'll be mad at you forever 😠. So stay healthy and strong okay! If im gone, get back with Eunha unnie! She's nice and also pretty you know! I can tell Eunha still love you jungkook-ah. Sometimes she would share a story about you both back at gfriend dorm. Aish jinjja. Im crying again. Work hard to become a successful idol okay! I'll be your number one fan forever :) promise me you will move on from me when im gone. i promise you I'll be in your dreams every night so you wont have nightmares okay oppa! I've always loved you jungkook. Dont ever once think i hate you. Thankyou for making these 2/3 years with me fun, lovely and memorable for me. Thank you for all the "romantic" stuffs that you've done for me. Lol okay actually it is really romantic. Everything you've done for me has touched my heart jungkook-ah. Thank you and Im sorry if I've hurt you alot. I love you jungkook ❤️.

From: your sinb hyung 😉💗

I sobbed abit and sniffed. I folded the letter and put it inside the envelope with 14th in front. I put all his letters inside a heart shaped chocolate box that he gave me for valentines day. Yeah im that budget. HAHA. I put taehyung's letters in a square-shaped box. I'll ask eomma to pass this boxes to the respective owners once im gone.

1 week later~ one day before surgery.

I visited the school one last time without anyone knowing. My parents told the principal about my disease so she told me not to come to school and rest well. So i wont go to graduation next year since I'll be gone by then. Not even jungkook eunha yuju or umji knew im going to school. I wore the sopa uniform one last time. But i didnt bring my bag along. I brought my black mask and let my brown shoulder length hair down. I brought along my phone with me and i decided to walk to school and enjoy the sceneries. I pluck in my earpieces in my ear and it was bts and gfriend songs playlist.