✔ Pure Lies: Caught | pjm

Coward.

-JIMIN's POV-

I blanked out as I hear mumbled words through my ear, imagining something I couldn't understand. Knowing something I can't understand, Thinking something i can't understand. I am known as a "coward" I just left her like that after all that time, Why? I got jealous when I saw them kiss, Why? I can't get over the first girl I love, Why? These Questions hurt me....Why?

CHUNG HA: Hello? aren't going to answer my question? I'm waiting.

JIMIN: I-I....I don't Kn-now...

CHUNG HA: Useless! talk to me when you're ready to answer.

She slammed the door as she went out, as I was still staring to a blank wall. Trying to answer the questions I have on my own, deep in my thoughts...I felt nothing. I'm scared of answering those questions, who knows if I can get them wrong? I'm scared that she'll hate me, who knows what she'll do.

After a few minutes, I decided to get some fresh air. I go out to the campus to explore, but I'm scared. I hate this feeling, I hate being trapped inside! I hate being played by my own games! I hate being scared of my own actions! my legs then weaken as my knees hit the cold hard ground, feeling my own guilt.

I'm Tired.

-Y/N's POV-

I finally felt something touch my lips, and pulled me closer for a deeper kiss. It was Taehyung, a real kiss that was fulled with all kinds of feelings. Love, Lust, hate, sadness, devotion, and commitment. We then stopped and I smiled....Then I questioned myself. I questioned myself again, after those stressful times....

It just keep on coming back.

Do I really want this guys to be with me? Do I wanna be here with him? Am I happy with him? These questions are my worst enemy,I just want someone, someone who knows who I really am, someone who can make me feel anything but regret. I'm confused, why?

TAEHYUNG: Thanks, I really Love you. Will you accept me? I promise to make you happy.

YOU: Yeah...I will accept you. I also promise to make you happy.

I then did a fake smile, feeling unsure of my choice and my actions.

-Time Skip-

I then went to the park with earphones in my ear as my phone was playing songs, it was peaceful. Birds flying around and kids playing tag and couples eating ice cream, just like me and Jimin was...Him avoiding birds so that it won't on him, us running around so that he can give me my favorite and me sliding ice cream on his face making him pissed. I laugh and smile at those moments, seeing people look at me weirdly.

After a few minutes I see Jimin seeing on the bench and he was 9 benches away from me, as I see him just sit there and checking his phone a few and saw a kid Trip on a rock while playing with his other friend who didn't notice that he was already on the ground crying. 

He helped him and comforted the kid, I smiled watching him. How good is he going to be when he's going to be a father, i bet he would be supportive, kind, loving, caring, and at few times strict. He helped him up and gave him a hug, the kid then went back to his parents and Jimin was watching him carefully so that the kid will get back safely. 

"What a kind guy he is" I say to myself, leaving a smile on my rather blank face.

-JIMIN's POV-

The kid then went back to his mother and father, as his parents smile at me as a sign of "Thank You" I wave at her son and he waved back smiling. I then went back to checking my phone for any messages because I was bored, I had nothing to do. I sigh and look at the other seeing Y/N, looking at the other kids playing. I decided to go closer.

Slowly waking and making my way to where she was sitting, I sat beside her and startled her, I smile and started a conversation.

JIMIN: It's nice to see you here, favorite place?

YOU: Yeah! I thought you hated it here? You know, poop memories.

JIMIN: Look I hated that time, so please...Don't make me look embarrassed.

YOU: You already look embarrassed anyways.

We then laughed at our conversation, seeing her smile makes me smile. Why don't I have this feeling with Chungha? Why is she different from others? She light up my world, she makes me happy, most importantly...She makes me feel loved.

-Y/N's POV-

YOU: How's Chung ha? I'm surprised that she isn't here.

JIMIN: Oh, she's busy right now and- you know what? Let's ignore her for a while.

YOU: But, she's your girlfriend. You need to hang out with her more, you know?

JIMIN: Me and Chung ha is not going that well right now...

YOU: Oh...well? What's going on with you guys?

JIMIN: It's complicated at the moment? How about you and Tae? 

When he said that I was literally muted, I couldn't speak. Not a single sound went outside of my shy mouth, I was clueless. What do I say? Why can't I answer a simple question?

JIMIN: Nevermind...Let's go eat some snacks, I'm craving for sweet park food.

YOU: Churros?

JIMIN: Let's do it!

We then started to get churros and eating them sharing moments with each other, Just like what we did when we we're dating. Just talking about what we have doing was a relief, he was just like a bestfriend. Until we we're doing puns, oh god, we we're debating whose puns we're funnier.

JIMIN: I don't want uterus your life, get it? get it?

YOU: That wasn't even that funny! 

JIMIN: Yes it was! admit it, I make the best puns in the whole world!

YOU: fine, but can you beat my pun?

JIMIN: And your stupid pun is....?

YOU: What do you call an irrelevant elephant?

JIMIN: Irrelephant!

YOU: Hey! You weren't suppose to answer that!

JIMIN: It was a question, I had to answer it!

YOU: Nice job doofus, you ruined my pun!

JIMIN: First, it isn't your pun...I saw it in google. Second, it's not funny.

-JIMIN's POV-

it's nice to  be childish around her, I can be my stupid and jamless self around her. But I respect her choices, even if I hate them. She loves what she loves, I'm just happy to have her in my life. I'm happy to see her smile, talk, laugh, and most of all to be loved by her special someone. I know I made the wrong choice breaking up with her for the most unreasonable reason. 

I love you Y/N, never forget that.

"Because I'm a coward"

A/N: Alright! I'm back, how are you guys? I know I haven't been active, but I tried my best in updating 1 chapter...until my aunt's laptop won't connect to the internet. Don't even get me started on the wifi, I almost threw my phone. But, overall: great Vacation. Thanks guys for 45k or 46k? I don't know, something among those lines! you the best guys! See you tomorrow! or after tomorrow! Saranghae <3