Evil.

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*JIMIN's POV*

I look at a empty wall, taking a sip from a stress taking drink. Wine, was the only thing that can distract me from anything else. Feeling my body go uneasy, feeling my sight getting blurred. I loved that feeling, me being free without anyone going or even blocking my way. I felt locked up inside of me, I felt like a prisoner, I felt like I'm in a cage that has a lock, and you couldn't find the key. I laugh thinking of my future, what's a future when you have no dream?

School is a stupid thing, it makes us sit behind a desk for what? 12 years? then you have to go to work, and sit behind another desk for a lifetime. I take another sip, a long one. Then a long groan escape my lips, my husky voice leaving a mumbled voice. It was 4 am and decided to sit on a couch, seeing black and white fidgeting in the screen. Taking another sip, it was empty.

I threw the beer glass on the floor making a strong sound, just like the 3 other bottles I threw. I take another glass and opened it, taking a sip. 

"I want to be like this, Forever...."

*Y/N's POV*

"UGGHHHH"

I say in annoyance, being so confuse with this research project. I keep my laptop away deciding to take a break, I sigh and put on a hoodie feeling cold. I was just minding my own business until I heard a glass break, To be honest...I've been hearing laughs, and glass breaking, and more. I didn't mind, I was too busy doing my research.

Until I heard another sound, but this time it was different. It was like someone was beating up a wall. It gets getting stronger, then anther glass breaking. Am I going crazy? I decided to go out to see what's happening, Then I see Jimin looking at nothing but a TV....It doesn't even have a channel on.

YOU: Jimin! What are doing at 4 in the morning?

Then Jimin looked slowly at me, with his bloodshot eyes.

JIMIN: Jagi~ Why don't you join me?

He said with his husky voice, he then went near making go backwards. I felt the cold hard wall hit my back, I then felt lips touch mine. Then the taste of alcohol touch my mouth, I tried to escape his touch. 

YOU: Stop! You idiot, what is wrong with you?

JIMIN: What? You don't like it? C'mon Y/N! don't act like you hated it.

YOU: You Asshole! Do you even know what you're doing?

JIMIN: Don't be a smart-ass Y/N, Jeez.

YOU: You're a Fuc-

I was cut off by a strong sting I felt on my face, With so much force I fell to the ground. I look to Jimin looking discouraged, I quickly stood and went to my room locking it tightly. Where is the Jimin that I know? This is where my hatred for him Begin. 

*JIMIN's POV*

What am I doing? What's happening to me? Who's Controlling me? I did that to my first love, I hate myself, I'm still stuck in a cage, I'm still connected with the evil, I breath heavily, I'm sweating bullets. I feel tears coming down my cheeks, I stand behind the wall, as I see my Reflection.

This is all a Lie, I was caught by a lie. I view my actions as a stigma, I wanna be awake again and do thing all over. 

-FLASHBACK-

I see my mother taken away from the police, I try going to my own mother. Failing because there's my father holding me back. Tears kept on falling, My heart skipping a beat.

JIMIN: Mama! Don't go pleas-

Then she went inside the car, I fell to my knees. Losing my mother at an age of 4, it was too much to handle. I sob as I see the red and blue flashing lights as they slowly disappear.

I didn't know what's the reason behind her going to a police, I just know that I'll never see her again. This is the reason why I don't wanna fall in love, I know I'll do something wrong....or something will go wrong.

"Mama..."

-END OF FLASHBACK-

Why does my life has to be like this? I wanna live with no lies, with no sadness, with no Regret. But I guess life will never ever be like that.

I feel my head getting light, my vision gradually getting so blurry, my eyes getting heavy, my body getting lazy. The I fell to the ground, not seeing nor feeling anything.

"Save me, from the dark"


A/N: so how was it? You got the hints? You know? If you spotted it comment below? I tried connecting the story, so basically, what happened to the flashback made him scared to find love. But Why did his Mother go to jail? That's for you to find out. Saranghae <3

I'll give you hints on the next chapter.
The ones you need to find starts are: S_ _ _ S.
 GOOD LUCK, its okay if you don't Why his mother go to jail.
BUT YOUR A BOSS IF YOU ANSWER THAT QUESTION CORRECTLY.

THERE IS A THEORY BEHIND HIS MOTHER.

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