My Light, and Darkness.

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Me and Jimin then went home after a fun time with each other, I feel happy when I'm with him...but we have different attitudes, liking, and choices, making it harder to communicate. Yes it's hard to be with someone you love, but don't get along well. Sometimes you just have to face the reality on what's really going on and not fantasize on something impossible, resist the urge.

I went to sleep to wake up early in the morning for school, but why is it hard to sleep? without him...I shake my head to focus on sleeping, but it took awhile. 

-Time Skip-

I woke up feeling tired because of the lack of sleep, I groan and push myself out of the bed and straight to the bathroom. I take off my clothes and start showering, after that brushed my teeth and head out. I change to my clothes and grabbed my bag and filled it with needed books, I go out of my room and grabbed an apple just for breakfast on the way. I snatch the keys from the table and went out of the dorm, not caring about Jimin as I lock the door.

I walk to the Campus and straight to my locker, I grabbed a few things just in case. I wasn't my happy self as I felt gloomy, I see Tae and Jungkook walk towards me as they we're being silly. It formed a small smile on my blank face.

TAEHYUNG: There's my girl! How are you? You look beautiful as always.

YOU: Thanks Tae, I'm great! You two planning on ditching class again?

JUNGKOOK: Goddammit! That was one time okay? doesn't mean I'll do it again.

YOU: Uh-huh, sure. What's your first class?

JUNGKOOK: Secret...

YOU: You do plan on ditching, aren't you?

Jungkook then left running in the hallways bumping into innocent people leaving me and Taehyung, that kid is seriously so weird.

TAEHYUNG: How about you? Your first class is....?

YOU: Well, I changed my schedule. So, Math for me.

TAEHYUNG: That gotta suck, I mean! Math for the first one?

YOU: College is College Tae, you need to understand that.

TAEHYUNG: Hmph.

I giggle at his pouting face, I kiss his pout and gave him a smile. He then kissed my forehead and waved me "Goodbye" and the bell ringed and rushed to my classroom. I sit at my desk and got my math book as well as a notebook to take some notes, not seeing a familiar face inside the classroom. This is going to be a long day.

-Time Skip-

I was confused, Why? Because Jimin wasn't there, I mean yeah...I know you can't be on the same class every time, but I could've at least seen him in the hallway walking to his class. Although I couldn't see him, I'm not worried about that. Another research worth 30% percent of my grade. I quickly went back to the dorm and opened the door and went in. I then saw Jimin on the couch eating chips watching an action movie.

YOU: You Idiot.

JIMIN: What? I can't watch a movie?

YOU: You skipped class- school you moron! This is college, you can't just ditch it.

JIMIN: I'm tired okay? Jeez, I just wanna rest! 

YOU: What has gotten into you? Your so happy yesterday and now your like this.

JIMIN: What has gotten into YOU? when have you been so judgmental?

YOU: Oh so, it's me who's the problem now?

JIMIN: I don't have time for this, can't you just go?

YOU: Something is wrong with you, You've changed.

I quickly stormed into my room and slammed the door behind me, I grabbed my laptop and just continued my work. Until I spaced out, how can he be like this now? after a few minutes until I hear the door slam. I went outside to see what's happening and I saw no signs of Jimin, I then just continued my work.

*JIMIN's POV*

I went outside of my dorm and went to a small store and grabbed some beer, I've been so stressed. I don't even know why, I know I'm doing the wrong thing, but I'm desperate. 

I've never been like this
I never felt this feeling
It hurts
It make my heart ache

But why did I chose this path? I'm not happy about myself anymore, I feel Worthless, Hopeless, and I feel like I'm disappointing all the people around, But it doesn't affect me.

I took a long sip from that can until I see my vision blur, until I felt my body weak, until I felt my hear skip a beat, until I felt breath getting out of rhythm, until I felt like I didn't care.

"I've connected with the Evil"

A/N: Hello! I'm sorry if this was shorter than my other Chapters, I was running out of Ideas but I did this. but, THANK YOU for 50k and this story is on #641. You guys are truly the best, THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN! Saranghae <3

(Hint: Next Chapter is gonna be an Angst)

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