✔ Pure Lies: Caught | pjm

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I had it at this point, I couldn't bare it anymore. The lies, the sadness, the anger, and mostly...The pain. It hurts to even think about anything without those scenes always flashing on and off, but the guy well a replica of me who said, "You did this to yourself". I'm always denying things I know I didn't do, but now, there's no point in doing so. I take a deep breath as I look at the window, people might see beautiful sky, birds, flowers giving a pop of color...I couldn't see them.

I could only see, Dead Leaves, plain, no color at all, it was just bland. Then I look over to the kitchen. I sort out some pills, and cutter. I smile at the sight, I smile at what's gonna happen in a minute. I want to end my life, I hate it. I couldn't anymore, It was too much to handle. Been getting these suicidal thoughts, Scenes that are a lie, scenes of my death. To be honest, I don't want something to kill me, by this point, I wanna kill myself.

I take the pills and opened the cap, as I take out 5 to 6 tablets. I swallowed them with no liquid needed to wash them down, I loved the feeling. I took the cutter and rolled the sleeves of my hoodie that I was wearing.

JIMIN: This is it, finally. I could end my life.

I then scratch my arm roughly using the cutter, blood coming out. Then I collapsed, happily.

*Y/N's POV*

YOU: What is wrong with him?

I say as i lay down on my bed, looking at a white ceiling. There's been something wrong with him, someone or even something influenced him. Although, Why am I concern? Why am I worrying about him? Why can't I stop thinking about him? 

YOU: Aish! I'm going crazy.

Why did I see Jimin at school earlier, even if he didn't even go to school? Why am I imagining things? Especially him. 

YOU: Get your shit together Y/N! Jeez.

I decided to go to get a snack, I unlocked my door and went out. Then I see Jimin lying there with blood on his other arm as his other one, there was a cutter. 

YOU: J-Jimin?

I took my phone from my room as I called an ambulance. 

YOU: Yes hello, please come here quickly.

I told her the address, and dorm number. I quickly sat down on the floor and wrapped him around my arms, as I see tears coming out of his eyes. I rub them away as I was just there crying, Why would he do this? After a few minutes of just wrapping him around my arms and crying and sobbing the nurses finally came.

YOU: Please, be careful in carrying him.

They followed what I said as they placed him carefully in a bed carry thing, I followed them downstairs as they finally places him in a hospital bed, and me sitting inside the ambulance holding his hand. As they we're checking up the wound, checking his pulse.

NURSE: His heart is still beating, but not normal.

I just nodded unable to speak.

NURSE: Thankfully he didn't lose too many blood.

Then she puts an oxygen mask on his face in order to distribute oxygen to his lungs, I just looked at him holding his hands tightly. I couldn't bare to see him like this, It's my fault for getting in his nerves too much.

YOU: Can we please hurry up? This is urgent!

the nurse nodded as she told the driver of the ambulance to hurry.

I kept on wiping my face in order to not look like a mess, we finally made it to the hospital as more people help and as we we're out we started running. They went into a room I know I can't go in, it was the Emergency room. I sat down on a chair waiting and waiting.

-Time Skip-

I was waiting at the cafeteria because I was starving, as I saw Taehyung with a girl. Maybe they're just friends? But then he leaned in for a kiss, I know that I didn't like him at this point. Why? Because I lost someone who got hurt, and it was their decision to get hurt. 

I had enough of what I'm seeing, I went closer and slapped him in the face. I smiled as I left hi there holding his cheeks.

YOU: Idiot.

I say as I was walking back to where I was waiting, and where Jimin is. Then I waited for another 20 minutes, it was getting dark, but I just can't leave him. Until a few minutes the same nurse from the ambulance went out of the emergency room, and I stood up. 

NURSE: You may come in Miss.

YOU: T-Thank Y-Yo-You.

NURSE: Follow me.

As I respond just nodding, until my breathing got mixed up. I was nervous, What if he'll never wake up, What if I'll never see him smile again, What if I'll live life with regrets? We then stop in a door, and I peek through the window to see Jimin still on the bed eyes closed.

NURSE: He his alright miss, although his condition is critical. His heart is slowing down, as for his cut is very deep although thankfully he didn't really hit any blood vessels. As well as an overdose.

YOU: Thank you very much, may I go in now?

NURSE: Yes, Ma'am. We'll go in there shortly to check him up.

I slowly open the door, making sure to not make a sound. I close it gently as I took a chair and placed it beside his bed as I sat down, holding his hand again. I look at his other arm which has stitches, I then started to feel my eyes getting heavy and tired, and fell asleep holding his hands and my head on his bed ans I was just sitting on my chair.

*JIMIN's POV*

I woke up to a hospital bed, and a mask on my face, and my arms was stitched up. Then I realized where I am, I'm in a hospital. I look to the other side to Y/N holding my hand sleeping, and she saved me. I sat up carefully to not wake her up, she really did this, just for me.

JIMIN: Thank you, My love.

"Thank you, for bringing my smile back"

A/N: Awhh, now that Angst stuff is now over. I'm gonna post the theories later, cause I just "Copy and paste" it in Wattpad to make my job easier. Thank you all so much for reading! Saranghae <3