Finding Him. [DISCONTINUED] [Riverdale/suite life crossover]

Chapter 1

WRITERS NOTE: I don't want you to get upset about the ships I put in here bc after all this is my fanfic and idk. This seems mean I feel like but this is really where I vent out so basically don't judge my thoughts. Also: I said in the first chapter that zack and (Soon to be known as jughead) are 17 but to go with s1 of Riverdale I'm going to say they are 16. Hope you enjoy. Oh, and it may be bad that im listening to sad music while writing this. Anyways...

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Zack sat there silently crying to himself for a while. He didn't intend for anything to go as far as it did, and after thinking about it he doesn't even like Bailey... at least not anymore. It was almost 7:00 in the morning; he decided to go back to the house and get some breakfast. When he got back he didn't even feel hungry anymore. He just felt really sick. He trudged up the stairs to his bathroom and sat down. All he could think of is the look on Cody's face when he walked in the room that night. So much hurt was in his eyes. It's because he betrayed him. Betrayed him in multiple ways. He would give anything to be forgiven, but he knows that will never happen. He didn't even remember eating anything but somehow he puked something up into the toilet
. Zack starts to sob loudly. He can't help it. Large tears run down his face, his whole body shakes hopelessly. Bailey enters into the bathroom to see a huddled up, sobbing Zack.

"Oh gosh, Zack, what's wrong?" Bailey asks, sitting down next to him. Zack looks over to see probably the las person on earth he would want to see, or be seen with.

"Oh, God, Bailey get away from me!"

"Oh, what?! What's wrong?!"

"Do you not know what... what we did?!"

"I- I know but, I just want to help..."

"You can't help! And do you know what happened to Cody? He left. To some place called Riverdale. He told me not to go after him..." more tears come from Zack's eyes.

"Zack, we have to go get him..."

"No, no we don't. I don't want to ruin his life even more than we already have. Plus it would be worse if we went to him-"

"Yeah, yeah, if we went to him together. May I remind you that this is your fault?!"

"Yeah, I know, thanks for rubbing it in, but there's nothing we can do about it now. And we don't have to worry about our parents because the actually left us here for the summer. And plus, Cody can't hide from us forever right?" but Zack wasn't sure. He needed an answer now. He was literally falling to pieces, although he was trying so hard to be okay. He didn't know who was more hurt and upset at this point, himself, or Cody. Meanwhile, Cody moved to Riverdale and was adopted by Fp Jones, who had a daughter, Jellybean. For the first half of the summer their family was okay, it was stable. But after what happened to Jason, and Fp, being part of the Serpents, who was also somewhat guilty, separated himself and Jughead from the rest of the family. things were slowly changing and falling apart. During that summer, Cody had changed his name, and his look. He now had dark brown hair, a completely angsty wardrobe, and he even scrapped trying to be the smartest kid. During that summer, he also made really good friends with Archie, until the week that they were supposed to hang out. Which was also the week of Jason Blossom's murder. Jughead did think about Zack sometimes, but more of a distant memory that he wished he would fully forget. What Zack had done to him? It could never be forgiven. And while he forgot about Bailey, and began to rest his eyes on the girl who was in love with Archie. During that same summer, Zack had only gotten way worse. He had pushed everyone away from him, and he hardly ate, or slept.
He did in fact have depression, and if he didn't hide them well enough, you could see self-harm scars on his arms. He tried avoiding going in public to refrain from socializing or bringing attention to himself. Every once in a while, when it got bad for him. He would drink until he couldn't feel anymore, only to wake up to an even worse feeling than before. His life was just on a repeat of a terrible day, and he had the same, terrible dream each night, the dream he had before Cody had left him for real.