[a/n: YESSSS. Nakapag-UD din. Hahaha. Wala ng quota-quota, basta feel ko mag-update, gagawin ko na. Haha. Pero mag-vote kung feel niyo din. Hahaha. ENJOY~~ btw, ayun si Christian sa tabi oh.]
Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
Bakit ang ganda ng gising ko? :D
Bakit parang ang saya ko? :D
I missed this feeling. Yung pagmulat palang ng mata mo, ang saya mo na.
Pakanta-kanta pa nga habang naglilinis ng kwarto oh. \(^_^)/
EXO's Growl playing...
Unknown Number Calling...
Dug. Dug. Dug.
Sino naman kaya ito?
Sino naman kayang tatawag sakin ng ganito kaagap?
Wait.
Don't tell me si...
"Hello." Mabilis kong sinagot bago pa mamatay ang ringtone kong Growl ng EXO.
"Arrian."
Wait. Sino to?
"Arrian." Ulit pa niya. I can't recognize his voice.
"Uhm. Hi. Who's this?"
"It's me. Don't you recognize my voice?"
"Not really. But are you..."
Bakit feeling ko si Kaide ito.
Hindi ko sigurado. Pero ramdam ko si Kaide.
Sana si Kaide.
Teka. Ano sabi ko?
Inaantay ko tawag niya?!
"Arrian. It's me, Christian. I'm sorry."
Whoa. *insert disappointed face here*
Oh ay bakit naman ako nadi-disappont?
Di ba dapat matuwa pa ako.
"Oh. Hi." Walang gana kong sabi.
"Hello. Are you expecting someone else?" Malungkot niyang tanong.
"Yes. I mean, no. Not really."
"Is there someone new?"
"Christian. Why did you call?" Pagbago ko ng topic. Ayaw ko na makipag-artehan sa kanya.
"Tell me. Is this karma?"
"Ano bang sinasabi mo?" Naiirita ko nang tanong.
Di ko din malaman kung bakit parang ayaw ko siya kausap. Samantalang dati, halos abutin na kami ng 24 hours sa paguusap. Non-sense na nga minsan pero ayaw ko matapos ang phone call namin. Dati. Dati yun, not before he left me. Not before what he has told me.
"Sorry Arrian. But, I just want to tell you that I love you still. Nothing's change. I have this..."
Di ko na siya pinatapos.
"Hold up. Ayaw ko ng drama Christian. Masyadong maaga pa para sa mga pagsisi moments mo. Look, if you have issues then we'll settle it. But not now Christian, not now."
I'm really not in the mood to hear his regrets.
Not this early. Not with this ambience.
Hindi pa ako ready.
BINABASA MO ANG
My Fickle Guy (EXO Kai Short Story)
Short StoryAt first he's sweet, then he's not. He'll kiss me, then shout at me. I love it when he say he love me. but I can't take it when he told me to leave.
