House of cards ➣ pjm°

|4th anniversary|

I don't have any specialties. I can dance, sing, act. I was a random kind of girl so i was not that significant to anyone's life

But then, a little cute color coded braterella princess girl introduced me to Bangtan

Well, it happened one morning. I was with her circle of friends. They were talking about this little thing called bangtan

Let's admit it, our babies started off as a nugu group. I only know Bigbang before

(omg baby gd😍)

I have a shitty ass bitch attitude before y'know. I don't care if it's suitable for me or not. I wanted them as my friends

So I faked and tried to get into the talk. I remember my lines before

"Woah, he's cute. What's his name? He's my bias now"

I said to them, I really felt unwelcomed. Hello, I get it. My statement was so stupid

I even pronounced bias as beeyas before

since I was a rude bitch before

I was deeply insulted on how they treated me, I felt like they don't want me on that fandom

I didn't care. Hello, Im the ass bitch. I'm a fan of anything (hell yeah, I was like that)

Summer came and they dropped FIRE mv. I watched it, I got turned on

So guess what?

I studied their world. I googled each profile and memorized their faces including their stage names

One step at a time, I spent my summer like that. I spent a day watching their silly videos

And bitch, it was worth it!

My passion was swimming, I swim. But before that, before our stretching, I always look at bts' picture

and would always say "i'll watch random facts about you tonight"

Then they dropped young forever, and I was like. Bitch this is my fate. I had new friends

New family and bitch, they're all fans of bangtan. Hell yeah. Talk about the meaning of the word luck

I broke down

I broke down.

Into small pieces thinking that, I should've done better. I watched bts again. They are my stress reliever up until now

The lyrics of N.O made me cry, the whole song was telling me that i am enough. I am who I am. Why are they pressuring me?

August 2016

I started this story with hope that. If this gets famous, maybe they would notice me

Fyi, This is isn't my first story. I wrote a Myungsoo fanfic but it was bashed by a freak so I deleted it

I didn't know anything about the word defend before.

The second attempt was, CARELESS a taehyung' fanfic. But I realized that the plot is stupid

So I wrote this, votes came on

Time passed by

They released WINGS and it jungshookt me, encouraged me to continue this story

Wandered till I got to have a rank. I was so happy

Made pancakes and dedicated it to my precious boys especially to my baby yoongi

They inspired me, When I felt like I wanted to end everything I LISTENED TO N.O

when i felt like I'm not pretty, I listened to MISS RIGHT

when I felt like men only want slim girls and heels, I listened to CONVERSE HIGH

when I felt like I was the loneliest, I listened to WHALIEN 52

Thank you for everything bangtan, you complete me. Happy 4th anniversary to us army and bts

A bit late since our wifi is glitching and annoying as fuck. I dedicate my hardwork to all of the groups i'm stanning especially bangtan.