The Runaway Sub. (Book Three)

Chapter 10

One step is all it takes just to start.
-A. E

Darcy

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I closed the door to my room at Black Panthers and plopped myself onto the bed before releasing a deep sigh, cracking my neck in the process.

Today had been a long and dreary day and all I wanted to do was erase the contents of my mind from the night before. Why do I keep letting myself be used by her? She had made it abundantly clear that she didn't want to be with me by leaving.

I ran a hand down my face as I tried to ignore all the thoughts about the night before running wild in my head.

This was what I got for drinking.

The one thing I despised somehow ended up saving and ruining me as I lost the battle within myself. Sighing once more, I laid on the bed staring up at the ceiling, the sounds of the club, loud in my ears.

Men and women alike, seeking momentary pleasures and an escape from reality as they got their darkest desires fulfilled.

I sighed as a loud moan reminded me of the way Jane had clutched to me the previous night; her head almost off the vacated car and my name uttered over and over as she came down from a high I knew only I could give her.
It pained me to remember the way her eyes showcased her need and want for me. How she held my body tightly against her, afraid that I'd be lost if she ever let go. Afraid, that the moments we shared would slip past her grasp if she didn't capture the moment.

I moaned subconsciously as I recalled her hot mouth and gentle hands roaming my body as she became reacquainted with the parts of me that drove her wild and rendered her speechless and I pinched my nipple in a mad attempt at recreating the feelings she instilled inside me.

The ringing of my phone was enough to pull me from my dark thoughts and I quickly answered it.

"Hello?" My voice was gravelly and sex filled and I cleared my throat before speaking again.

"Darce?... it's me, Carr."

"Carol? Am, hey... what's... what's up?"

"So, this is weird and completely random but I... well, you know... I'm getting married in just a few short hours... to Roni of course, and I know that we haven't really spoken in months but would you like, want to come see me off?"

I was struck dumb for a random second and my first response would have been to make up some silly excuse as to why I couldn't go, especially since her entire family would be there and without having to say it, I knew they blamed me for Jane's disappearing act, months ago.

I sighed and instead of just saying no like my brain had concluded, my mouth mumbled the word yes and suffice it to say, we were both shocked.

"You'll come?" Carr asks hesitantly and I rolled my eyes.

"Do you not want me there?"

"Yes, of course! I'll see you there then."

The phone went dead before I could respond and I dropped it onto my lap as I ran a hand haphazardly down my face. My body instantly felt years of tiredness and with snail like speed, I headed to my small sink and washed my face before heading to the playroom.