unresponsive (camren)

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lauren: i'm sorry. again.

sent at 9:55 pm

delivered

lauren: i'm sure you've seen all the
news reports and twitter polls.

sent at 10:03 pm

delivered

lauren: i know i said i'd stop going out.
i said i'd stop drinking and smoking.
i got arrested. i fucked up again. not only
have i let you down but i also disappointed
my family and the fans.

sent at 10:06 pm

delivered

lauren: it's so hard when you're not here.
i go out and party every night to keep
you off my mind. i get drunk to forget.
and i smoke to feel better. i know it's
only temporary and doesn't last long but
i hurt every second without you. if i can
spend my nights not thinking about how
badly i fucked up, or how you are feeling
i'm gonna do anything to stop thinking.

sent at 10:19 pm

delivered

lauren: i know if you're probably ashamed.
i'm sorry for that.

sent at 10:22 pm

delivered

lauren: i'm not blaming any of this on
you. all this is my fault. all of it. including
our break up. i'm not trying to make excuses
for my stupid ways. i'm taking responsibility
for everything i've done. i'm taking sorry for breaking your heart. i'm sorry for letting you
down and disappointing you. i'm sorry for
not being everything you deserve.

sent at 11:47 pm

read at 1:17 am

lauren: i love you

sent at 1:18 am

message failed to send!

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this is kinda saddd :(