unresponsive (camren)

ten

lauren: is it true?

sent at 2:47 am

delivered

lauren: have you moved on?

sent at 2:49 am

delivered

lauren: i read the tabloids. i read
all the articles online.

sent at 2:50 am

delivered

lauren: paparazzi spotted you with
some new guy in miami.

sent at 2:59 am

delivered

lauren: they say you're dating
him now.

sent at 3:01 am

delivered

lauren: did you lie to me?

sent at 3:02 am

delivered

lauren: you told me that i was
the only one meant for you. is your
new guy the one for you now?

sent at 3:04 am

delivered

lauren: did you ever even love me?
you said you did but if so then why
are with this new guy?

sent at 3:06 am

delivered

lauren: i hope he treats you right.
what's his name. shrek? sean? shawn?
what ever the fuck.

sent at 3:09 am

delivered

lauren: i hope he doesn't hurt you.
i hope he loves you as much as i do.

sent at 3:10 am

delivered

lauren: i hope you're happy with him.
i'm not. knowing that someone else is
able to call you theirs and wrap their
arms around you and just fucking hold
you hurts.

sent 3:14 am

delivered

lauren: but i get it. it's my fault.
i deserve this.

sent at 3:17 am

delivered

lauren: i'm trying to pick myself up.
i'm trying to be better. but i cry myself
to sleep every night knowing that you
can't be mine. knowing that i can't fix
this. or knowing that you're happy with
someone else.

sent at 3:19 am

delivered

lauren: just knowing that you
guys do the same things we used to.

sent at 3:20 am

delivered

lauren: i hate to think about you
with somebody else.

sent at 3:21 am

delivered

lauren: does he make you feel the
way i made you feel?

sent at 3:23 am

delivered

lauren: does he tell you the things
i did?

sent at 3:25 am

delivered

lauren: does he tell you you're
beautiful everyday like i used to?

sent at 3:33 am

delivered

lauren: do you wake up every morning
to kisses?

sent at 3:34 am

delivered

lauren: do you two stay up late at
night talking about the sun and the
moon?

sent at 3:35 am

delivered

lauren: does he bring you bananas
every time you wanted them like
i used to? does he start random tickle
fights with you and tell you cute little
jokes like i used to?

sent at 3:39 am

delivered

lauren: no. most likely he doesn't.
because what we had was special.

sent at 3:44 am

delivered

lauren: of course we had our differences
and we fought sometimes and yes i
fucked up a lot and made mistakes but
still to this day i never stopped loving
you with every ounce of my heart.

sent at 3:46 am

delivered

lauren: i loved you as much as i
could. maybe it wasn't enough.

sent at 3:50 am

read at 3:52 am

lauren: i love you camzi

sent at 3:55 am

read at 4:02 am

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meh.