unresponsive (camren)

four

lauren: it's been about 4 days.

sent at 12:52 am

delivered

lauren: i can't function without you.
i haven't eaten. i haven't been in the
studio. i haven't done anything.

sent at 12:53 am

delivered

lauren: it's just so hard without you
babygirl.

sent at 12:57 am

delivered

lauren: the bed feels so empty without
you here. everything feels empty. you
gave me life.

sent at 12:59 am

delivered

lauren: i still haven't heard from you.

sent at 1:02 am

delivered

lauren: how are you? are you okay?

sent at 1:04 am

delivered

lauren: i fucked up. and i'm sorry.

sent at 1:05 am

delivered

lauren: i ruined everything. i ruined us.

sent at 1:09 am

delivered

lauren: i regret what happened
before you left me. i regret going
out that night. i regret getting drunk
and messing around with lucy. i'm
sorry for lying to you and telling you
i was in the studio when i wasn't. i regret lying to you. i regret everything.
i'm sorry for not showing you how
much you mean to me. i don't deserve someone like you. you deserve so much more.

sent at 1:23 am

read at 1:25 am

lauren: i would do anything to
take it all back. i should've listened
to you when you told me to stay in
that night. maybe if i did i'd still have
you laying here in my arms.

sent at 1:26 am

read at 1:26 am

lauren: i love you camila

sent at 1:27 am

read at 2:42 am

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