Your Secrets Keep You Sick

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"Okay." I stepped down so I was right in front of him. "I know something that you don't know." He smiled and taunted like a child. I laughed. "And what would that be?" I asked raising an eyebrow. "I know that three people on this tour have a bit of a crush on you. I also know that one person onn this tour loves you with all of his heart." He smiled and I laughed. "Yeah sure. Whatever you say Ronnie." He looked at me. "I'm not kidding. I'm serious." I stopped laughing. "Oh, really? Well who?" He smiled again and leaned in to whisper into my ear. "Well the first one is Jacky. The second one is Max. The third one is Thrasher. And the fourth one I swore not to tell." He pulled away. "M-Max?" I stuttered. I've had a tiny crush on Max since I first met him in Sophomore year of high school. Ronnie frowned and nodded slowly. "Max. You're not even the least bit curious on the fourth guy? Like at all? What if it's somebody who could care for you more than Max ever could. And-" I cut him off. "I didn't say I would date Max I just was suprised." Ronnie looked at me sincerly with his big brown eyes. "Oh. Haha. Yeah. Well Max is cool if you want to go down that route. And Jacky is nice too. He'd make a great boyfriend I guess. Thrasher likes to have a good time so you'd always be having a blast. And um the fourth guy. Just forget about him. If he's not brave enough to come out and tell you how he feels he obviously doesn't deserve you're love. I mean, nobody deserves you. You're amazing. But one day you'll find the perfect guy and yeah all better." He smiled half heartedly and started to go back to the bus. I grabbed his arm. "Ronnie." He turned to look at me. "You're the best." I smiled up at him and he bent down and kissed me on the cheek. "You too." I went back up to the bus, Ronnie behind me. I heard something that I probably wasn't supposed to hear. Ronnie mumbled under his breath, "You're perfect. In every single way. I love you." No! No! He didn't say that. He said something else and I misheard him. Yeah that's it. I tried to smile but ended up keeping a straight face. "I'm going to bed guys. I'm fucking tired." "Aw! But we haven't even started drinking yet!" Ryan called as I made my way to my bunk. "Save me one for tomorrow okay?" Ryan nodded. "Goodnight Alaina!" Everybody called. I shuffled into bed and heard someone stop in front of my bunk. "Goodnight Lain." The voice said softly. With that I drifted into aa deep sleep.

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