I CANT THANK YOU GUYS ENOUGH FOR 8k READS
Warnings: Implied smut at the beginning y'all. Angst, unplanned parenthood, MORE ANGST, slightly out of character Steverooney? Oh , and language
Summary: angst. ;)
As per usual plz correct my spelling errors. I wrote this all day but I have been tired SO.
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"Hey Steve?"
"Yeah, doll?"
Steve whispered his reply. You could barely make him out in the dark of your shared room. You brushed your fingers over his bare chest lightly, his breathing deep as he turned to watch you.
"Do you love me?"
You asked, laughing quietly as he rolled over to face you picking up your left hand , kissing the ring that it wore.
"I wouldnt have married you if I didnt."
He smiled , kissing your hands as they raised to cup his face, your thumb stroking his cheekbones gently.
"Steve I wanna have a baby with you."
You spoke leaning forward to plant a kiss on his lips. He pulled away before you could.
"(y/n) thats...."
Steve smiled weakly.
"Thats not possible baby and you know it."
He muttered stroking your cheek lightly. Your eyes widened slightly, a hard smile forming on your lips.
"W- why not Steve? We have jobs..and a house...and so much lov-"
"(y/n) you know that doesnt matter. Its dangerous, and besides we dont even know if I can have kids..the serum."
"Steve, we dont know if you cant for sure...We could always try , right? And if it doesnt work we can forget about it."
"No. Its to risky. Trust me, you'll understand in the morning. Get some rest."
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This was the conversation that melted your mind as you stared at the stick, the little pink lines sending shockwaves through your body. The bathroom floor had never seemed so cold to you as you cradled your stomach, tears streaking down your face.
Steve was firm on this. He didnt want kids. He was too involved in being captain america to want this, and you knew that as you called Wanda. Blubbering for her to come to your room.
"Do you want me to get Steve?"
She replied, the rushing of her footsteps and the beep of the elevator signaling she was already on her way.
"No. Please just come alone." You cried, hanging up on her soon after.
It wasnt long before you heard the door to your room open, Wanda's soft voice calling out for you as you walked to the bathroom door, flinging it open.
Wanda looked to you, gasping quietly. You were a wreck, clothes rumpled, hair mused as though you had just woken up. Your tears stained cheeks are what beckoned her forward, her hand landing on her hand landing on your shoulder a as warm wave of calm washed over you.
"How can you be so sure?" She muttered, looking into your mind to find all the answers she needed.
"Oh (y/n)...oh im so sorry..."
"Thats exactly what you wanna hear when your pregnant." You sobbed, resting your head on her shoulder as she sank to the floor with you in her arms.
