Gangster-Girl ?!

Please read... if you want

Hello my lovely readers, sorry that I didn't update anymore and I will gladly tell you why, read bellow.
You don't have to, but you all can know that I will start writing after 2 weeks... when exams are finished.
This story is about me and someone who destroyed me.

So the reason why I quit was, long story short, my best friend is chinese and went to china for a year to do studies and she will finally get back and since she was always there for me everything was easy but then school changed since there came new students and I started to dislike it that my old friends were gone, but anyways.

-THIS IS THE REAL REASON WHY...
I wanted to study korean and found this app meff and probably it was to learn new people especially koreans so I used it and made some korean friends and HERE IT COMES, I saw this handsome guy and he added me back and we started chatting, he was actually japanese french and he made a mistake about his country and he couldn't change it anymore so he came out between koreans where he shouldn't be (the app is like that, if u put an nationality once then u can't change it anymore) so we started chatting and became friends and then out of nowhere he said "be my gf" and I was like "but if we see each other, it will take 2 years can you wait then?" He said "yes I can" and I was like "okay" (turned out that we would meet after 8 months) and after a week he confessed he got real feelings for me and after a week did I too and NOW THIS IS IMPORTANT! I didn't know and found out after 5 months, that he was talking to another girl also so this other girl was with him too, after 3 days being with me, and he always made this excuse "you know I can't break up with girls, or I regret it" so I thought okay he will never break up with me so we will be together forever (yeah blabla love sh*t stuff) 

BUT he was with her after our relationship that lasted 3 days and a week after he said he got real feelings so it is all bullsh*t that excuse, anyways I loved him for 5 months he made me cry prettended that my friends are in fault because they said break up with him and he was like yeah we will marry have a kid and I wanna talk to your mom after everyone that knew about him he had the guts to cheat on me, and I found it out after 5 months this girl send me like "you should take out my bf's name out of your profile" these were the exact words she said and I was like "he is my bf" and after I told her about all from me and him because she asked me to tell her the truth and I even took screenshot from my chats of him and me, but she was stupid to give him a chance because she is 16 now 17 and it's her first bf so she has no experience about relationships and I do, others who cheated on me and me giving them chances but I saw in, once a cheater always a cheater, but idk it's not with all like this because some do have feelings and do regret what they did, and I am 20 and the guy is now turning 21, and he did not only had her but he had also others for example a girl on his background and him saying this is my 'friend' and some other girl putting on his instagram picture a comment saying "mine"

Well me who was so strict to guys gave in to him and this will sound stupid because it is, this was a distance relationship with me her and the others, and me loving him is stupid, but I am heart broken and never love again like I used to do, I see everything different now, I can't love anymore, I changed and I like telling you more but I tell the next part later... if you want to know what horrible things he did like sending my best mate telling him "why is she mad at me? I don't cheat on her" which he did, I wanted to break up with him many times because he was acting weird and I am NOT the type to look into my bf's phone, idc actually with who they text or what they do, but this was easy for him to cheat on me... if you want to know more details about who he is and his name then I will NOT SAY IT, sorry I don't want to ruin his life, but if you do want to talk about this then you can always send me a message :)
I wanted to tell this I can't hold it in anymore...

Love you hope you understand understanding xoxo