perfect and impossible; Jamie Campbell Bower fanfic

Chapter 8

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Juliet Xx
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He tasted of chocolate and glitter and a million other things that I love that mixed together to create something entirely different and unique, and entirely him.
For what seemed like several minutes, until the point when we had to give into the need to breathe, we broke apart.
For several moments we just looked at each other, breathing heavily. I could feel myself blushing and looked down at the ground.
Jamie raised his hand off of my waist, and put it onto my face, his thumb stroking my cheek.
"So where does this leave us?" I asked.
"Wherever you want it to. Only know that if you tell me you want nothing to do with me, I'm certainly not strong enough to oblige,"
I simply smiled at him, tears forming in my eyes. Tears because, I knew I loved him. Because I couldn't let him go if I even tried. Because he was 25 and I was 16, and though legal, our relationship was certainly frowned upon. And my family could never know. And he was famous. And we could never, ever happen. Not in the real world. And the tears were there because I knew that they'd be coming sooner or later, so why not now?
"What is the matter, Tamara Jade Heaton? You are an eclipse of beauty and fire, and I'm a shadowhunter who would hunt all the demons in the world if it meant I could be with you. There's no reason to cry." He was still stroking my cheek and his eyes flitted quickly from left to right on my own. He looked so vulnerable and innocent and plain adorable.
Shoot. He was making this ten times worse. He was so fucking dumb, with his cheesy lines and his skinny ass jeans. But he always had the perfect words to say. Words I know thousands of girls would die to hear from him. Words that knew just how to melt me into a puddle of emotion on the floor. Words I could never come up with myself, though I'd mean every word of them if I could.
"We can't do this. I'm too young for you, and you're constantly in the public eye, and it's too big a risk..." The tears were falling now. I felt so stupid. One tear ran down my cheek and onto his hand, where he wiped it away.
"Look. No matter what, I'm always going to want to be near you. No matter what the risks. You call me, and I'll be straight over for whatever you want me for. Wherever I am or whatever I'm doing. You're my priority now,"
Shit.
I pulled him into me and pressed my lips onto his, feeling his warmth again as he wrapped his arms around me and held me where I was.
I could never avoid him.
I heard the door creak open.
"Tam! Tam I'm home!"
It was my little sister, 14 year old Lucie. Where the fuck had the time gone? It was 7pm already. My mum, thankfully, had decided to go to her friends and left me to look after Luce.
Jamie froze and opened his eyes.
I laughed, stood up off the couch and dragged him by his arm outside to my garden.
"You can get out of the back gate," I said, in an attempt to hurry him out.
He opened his mouth whilst stood in a dramatic pose, probably on the edge of reciting some Shakespeare or something.
"Just don't." I said, pressing a finger to his lips before practically pushing him out of the gate. He laughed at me and closed the door behind him.
"So I'll be seeing you, Tamara Jade,"
I turned to go inside before he grabbed me from over the gate, turned my head to face his and planted a kiss on my cheek half-sneakily.
He proceeded to run off laughing like a schoolboy that had just kissed a girl in the playground.
He was a massive freak.
A bit of a dork too.
And I was in love with every inch of him.