chapter 11

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Trey's Pov:

"Sorry about my mum...I wasn't expecting her home for another hour or two.." I explain to Calum as we collapse into my bed.

"It's okay! I didn't mind...much" He laughs. "So you started to say something before your mum came in..." He trails on.

"Oh um...okay! Well, you said you love me.." I whisper.

He slides closer and sits criss cross on my bed beside me.

"I did" He smiles.

"And...I love you too cal...you know that..." I say slowly.

"But?" He asks, his eyes showing his emotions.

"But I'm still in love with Luke...you and I decided to just be friends years ago...I thought that's what you wanted.." I explain.

"I never wanted that Treya! I said we should probably just be friends because I thought that's what you had wanted!" He explains.

"Cal...remember how like a week later I went camping for two weeks?" I ask.

"Yeah..." He says confused.

"I went to get away from you for a while because you broke my heart..." I explain.

"Oh my god! Treya you could've told me!!" He exclaims.

"I thought you had lost feelings for me and now it's too late cal. You're too late cause I'm in love with Luke!" I explain.

He runs his hand through his hair and falls back on my bed.

"I'm sorry cal..." I whisper laying beside him.

"It's okay trey...as long as you're still my best friend then I'm all good! You love luke, so get him back! He's so broken without you!" He exclaims.

"Maybe tomorrow...can we just sleep?" I whisper and snuggle into his side.

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"Treya wake up!" Calum exclaims shaking me.

I blink my eyes open and realize I'm sleeping on a shirtless Calum in my bed.

I sit up and stretch before looking at him to find out why he woke me.

"I've gotta go...the boys and I have band practice in twenty minutes.." He explains.

"Oh.," I say biting my lip.

He nods before tugging his shirt over his head.

I'm not going to lie, Calum has a very nice body....and I would totally....get with him but my heart is in Luke's hands...

"Wait! Can I come?" I ask as he's about to leave.

"Yeah...of course!" He smiles.

I smile and tell him to wait a minute while I change into something more presentable.

I decide on a cute but casual outfit and walk out to my room to hear Calum on the phone.

"Dude I'm coming, I promise!" He exclaims and smiles as he sees me.

"We gotta go like now!" He exclaims.

I rush out behind him and follow him to his car.

"Why are you in such a rush!?" I exclaim and climb into the passenger seat.

"Michael said something about luke got an email from one directions manager and they want us to join 1D on tour.." He explains backing out of my driveway.

"Oh my god! That's amazing cal!" I exclaim and kiss him on the cheek.

He smiles and goes as fast as he can without going over the speed limit.

We get there and rush into the garage to see the other three boys gathered around Luke's laptop.

"Finally!" Michael exclaims as he sees us walk in.

"I can't believe 1D's manager emailed you!" Calum exclaims.

"You and me both!" Luke says smiling and looks up.

Our eyes connect and he bites his lip before looking back at his laptop.

"We gotta talk to our parents about it and if they say yes and we want too...then guys, we're going on tour with ONE DIRECTION!!" Ashton exclaims.

I smile but realize that if this happens....if they go on tour...they're leaving. For God knows how long...

I sit on the far end of the couch as my smile fades and I get dragged deeper and deeper into my thoughts.

Suddenly I hear someone call my name and I look at the four boys that stare at me with huge smiles on their faces.

I look up at them forgetting to smile and all their smiles fade. They look at me like they're waiting for me to say something.

I smile and stand up.

"This is amazing guys! I'm happy for you!" I say though I realize I only sounded half as happy as I wanted to.

"Whats wrong trey?" Mikey asks.

"N-nothing...I'm just tired is all. But this is great you guys should celebrate..." I smile.

"Don't lie trey.." Cal says worriedly.

"Fine....I'm happy for you guys...I promise! But the fact that it hasn't clued into your minds yet...it just surprises me..." I whisper.

"That what hasn't clued into out minds trey?" Ash asks.

"Nothing...nevermind. you guys celebrate and I'll just see you later" I smile quickly and leave the garage.

I walk outside and of course, it has to be completely pouring rain out. I pull out my phone to call tris to come get me when  I hear someone call my name.

I turn around to see Luke standing there getting soaked and looking at me like I just slapped him.

"What luke?" I ask running my hand through my now wet hair.

"What was that in there!? We just got the chance of a lifetime and you looked like you weren't happy for us!" He exclaims.

"I am happy for you guys! I told you that I was Luke! Didn't you hear me!?" I exclaim.

He walks closer and looks frustrated.

"Then what was that whole thing in there about "it" not cluing into our minds!?" He exclaims.

I look at him, hurt that he still hasn't realized what's going on. I look down at my wrist and for the first time, I realize I had totally forgotten the tattoo on my wrist with our word.

"Why don't you just tell me what's wrong trey!?" He exclaims.

"Because the fact that you don't realize means that you don't care as much as I thought you did!" I exclaim.

He looks at me bewildered, still not getting what I'm saying.

"You're leaving luke! If you go, you're leaving!" I exclaim.

"Yeah.." He says like it's obvious.

"You guys are leaving....me!" I whisper just loud enough for him to hear me.

His face softens and he realizes now that I'm right.

He walks toward me and takes my hands in his, I look up at him...my tears mixing with the raindrops.

Before I know it our lips are moving in sync and this time, I don't pull away. I let him pull away because I'm not running this time.

"Always" He whispers.

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