Songs Of Our Life

chapter 8

Treys Pov:

"Last call for flight 3364 to Sydney Australia! Please board now!" Someone over the loudspeaker says.

We roll our suitcases behind us as we board the plane. My mum gave me the window seat because she feels bad for moving us back when she knows me and Luke broke up.

The whole plane ride I either slept or listened to music. I didn't want to interact with anyone. This is officially one of the worst birthdays I've ever had. Though my mum did say she'd take me out to dinner tonight once we get settled back in.

Once we landed it had felt like we'd been on the plane for a lifetime...we grabbed our suitcases and got off the plane. We headed straight for the exit after bag check or whatever.

My mum called a taxi an we arrived home within twenty minutes. I'm glad she was able to get our old place back, there's so many memories in this place.

"Hey dear, you can have the master bedroom now if you want it. There's no longer two adults that sleep in the same bed anymore so I'll just take your old room if you don't mind!" My mum calls to me.

"Oh sure. I wouldn't mind having the bigger room! I did always want it!" I laugh joining my mum I'm the kitchen.

"Yes I know. When you were ten you got mad at me and your father because we said you couldn't have it!" She laughs putting the last of the dish cloths in the drawer.

I don't understand why she grabbed the towels, dish cloths and face cloths but didn't get any dishes.

"We'll have to go to homesense to get some stuff that we forgot to grab when we left!" My mum explains.

"Yeah. We can do that tomorrow though. We don't need plates yet cause we're going out to dinner tonight anyway and I'm sure we'll eat plenty!" I laugh.

"Alright well it's still early..do you wanna go see your friends for a bit?" She asks.

"Umm...yeah I don't know. I'm just gonna go to starbucks for a bit...be home by the latest three hours.." I explain.

"Okay dear! I'll see you in a bit!" She smiles as I leave the kitchen.

I grab my bag before heading out the door and walking in the direction of Starbucks.

I'm nervous about going there...more specifically nervous about seeing Luke...and the boys...they probably know we broke up.

I finally come into view of the Starbucks where we all used to hang out. I walk across the road and approach the enterence, I look into the parking lot only to see calum's car parked in the spot closest to the door.

I take a deep breath and enter, no one's called my name yet...just gotta order and leave.

I walk up to the counter and a new employee takes my order. I ask for a s'mores frappe and hand her the exact change.

Being back is really weird...I don't know how to feel.

"T..Trey?" A familiar voice stutters.

I turn around to see calum and Michael standing behind me. I smile awkwardly at them not knowing what else to do.

"When did you get back?" Mikey whispers.

"Couple hours ago..." I whisper back.

"We thought you weren't coming home because of you an luke..." Calum explains.

"Something came up so me and my mum moved back...into the old house actually!" I explain.

"Oh...what about your dad?" Mikey asks.

"He's the thing that came up...I'll explain more another time...my drinks ready.." I whisper and turn to grab my drink off the counter.

"Yeah...you might not want to be here right now...Luke's here." Calum explains.

I turn around and try to mask my sad expression.

"It's okay if he's moved on guys...you can tell me..." I explain.

"That's just it though trey...he hasn't moved on.." Mikey explains.

"Oh..?" I say surprised.

"He's so broken trey..." Calum explains.

"I feel bad but I'm not the one that quit on us.." I explain.

"You're right. It was me." I hear a familiar voice says from behind me.

I bite my lip and turn around. I see Luke...he looks like he hasn't slept in a week...

"L-luke..." I whisper.

"H-hey T-Treya..." He stutters.

I knew I'd be nervous seeing him but I didn't think I'd have an internal panic attack. Why do I feel like this...like someone just threatened to kill my mum or something...

"I...I can't do this...I...I'm gonna go! Bye cal! By Mikey!" I exclaim and rush out.

I thought I was okay now...that it didn't hurt as much anymore...but I guess I was wrong...

I'm still in love with Luke.