They ended up putting dad in the mental hospital after he was well recovered. So he can get the help he needed. I did that for his safety and I'm so glad I did. Because I need him for his two grandkids. He was always wanting to be there for Bella and now Gage. So I knew he needed help and he shouldn't be afraid to admit it. In the months that follow the whole Colton thing dies down. I was so happy about that because I was tired of him getting all the sympathy. He didn't deserve he did the cowardly thing and ran away from his problem is how I saw it. Very rarely will I be this mean towards anyone. But if your going to be man enough to bring a baby in this world be man enough to stick around and raise that kid. I did it mostly on my own. And I did a damn good job raising her on my own. And now that I have Alex's constant support makes it so much easier. I was served to give Colton visitation he gets her every weekend. And it pisses me off and I'm fighting for it to be revoked because I don't want her in his life. What if he just leaves again and she is lost and confused. I don't want that for my little girl so as of right now I have to give him the weekends. I sat on the couch looking for something to do I was home alone. Colton took Gage to his mom for the weekend and Bella was with Colton I was alone. I was so mad still but I tried to but faith in him he won't hurt her. But that was a lot of trust since he hurt me to. But I'm just praying to god he don't make me regret putting trust in him. I was cleaning up the house a little bit from all the toys scattered everywhere. I laid down on the couch and passed out. While I was sleeping I had a dream about me and Colton. It was the weirdest one yet. He was leading me to the boys locker room in the football field. While I was walking he grabbed my hand and was pointing to his old locker. This locker was closed down since they built the news one. I looked at him and he said," the truth is in here." He put his finger to his mouth and disappeared. I woke up screaming. I knew that was were our relationship time capsule was. I forgot about it we made it when we were still in junior high it was so long ago. I jumped up and threw my black Nike track suit and drove over to the high school. As I broke into the old locker room it was dusty and dark. Like it hasn't been open in a few years. As I was strolling down the aisles of lockers. I stopped right in front of his, it had a twist lock on it. I ran to find something to bust it. When I came back I smashed it with a baseball bat. As I opened I was so shocked at what I seen. It was my old junior prom shoe box. We decorated it with pics of us. I began to tear up and sat on the floor going thru the box. He was so handsome and sweet back then. His class ring was in there with my cheerleading patch. I found a letter on the side. " Dear Kayla- I'm not sure where your going to be in life when you read this. But I'm sure it will be far because your so freaking beautiful and smart. I know you won't understand what I'm about to tell you but in a little bit I have to go away for awhile. The thought of us being a part will be tough for you. But I have to go my mom wants me to go be with my dad for a few years or at least till I graduate high school. I'm not sure I can tell you but just know I love you. And I will fight it. Because your all i want and I can't ever live without you. You saved me even on my darkest days. I got to go I love you so much. "
I feel so numb and confused. I'm not sure why this has to happen this way. I grabbed the box and I went to his house. He came out on the porch. As I got out of my car I said," I read your note." He came towards me and looked me. I forgot how much he has change in that six years. His faced was more filled out and he still had that perfect smile on him. He took my hand and said," I'm so sorry Kayla. If I could have stayed I would. I regret not being there." I was so numb I wish I could feel something. I pulled my hand out of his. " this was a mistake I'm sorry for bugging you have a good night." As I was walking to my car I heard him say,"
I still love you. Kayla I'm scared I always will." I got in my car and as I was driving down the road I was bawling so much. And it was so crazy on how much can change. The snow and ice on the road was sticking. I was trying to slow down when I heard my phone ring. As I looked down I lost control of my car. I was sliding on a thin piece of ice. My car was upside down and I was in so much pain. I felt the blood dripping on my face. My whole body was in so much pain. I was screaming for help when I felt my body going limp. The next thing I remember was waking up in the hospital bed. My head was killing me I woke up to see a strange man next to me. " oh my god babe I'm so glad your away, our kids are safe I love you so much." As he went in to kiss me I shoved him away and yelled," who the hell are you?! I don't know you?! I only have a daughter." He ran out the doors and he came back the doctors were looking over me. " Kayla was is the last thing you remember?"
" well doctor I have a daughter she is 6 and my fiancé is dead. He was killed in a car accident." He looked at me and took the strange man outside to talk. I rolled on my side trying to ignore them.
Over the next few weeks Alex was
