Meaning... I can't seem to find that. For a long time... I wanted to find that something. I think it's meaning. That's what she said...Dazai: hajimemashite. Watashi wa Dazai. Dazai osamu.
" Oh. Watashi wa amaiko. Yusuke amaiko. "
Dazai: oh. I see. Boss said that I'm going to be your partner today.
Amaiko: I see... What's your ability?
Dazai: Human Fail. All abilities are useless against me. I can render them not workable.
Amaiko: I see. Is it possible for you to seal someone's ability forever then?
Dazai: no. Just while I'm touching them only.
Amaiko: oh.... Then I guess boss is better.
Dazai: I guess so.
Amaiko: my ability is Killer Doll. Because of my ability... I'm being cursed to stay this face and this size forever. Until I die. I'm able to summon two katanas and two guns. My physical attributes will also increase when I activate it. But once I deactivate it... I'll become so exhausted I can only sleep. Like a child... A doll...
Dazai: eh... I see.
Amaiko: I'm not your permanent partner though. Kida-chan will be.
Dazai: ah. You must mean kunikida-kun neh.
Amaiko: um... Boss is fine with me not doing jobs as I like... So...
Dazai: eh... How nice.
Amaiko: Dazai, can I call you da-chan?
Dazai: um. Sure~
Amaiko: da-chan. Why are you reading suicidal book? I saw you reading it just now.
Dazai: I want to commit suicide. But somehow they never work well nah~
Amaiko: you find your life boring?
Dazai: a bit...
Amaiko: you don't know what to do with it?
Dazai: I guess...
Amaiko: me too. Floating... Floating... It's like I can't find meaning... Like why am I here? It's like I'm trying to look for something...
She understands. It was like I found someone who's the same as me.
Amaiko: what am I? Why was I born?
Dazai: amaiko. Have you thought of dying?
Amaiko: um!! But haven't been able to find the best way... Just dying off like that... Seems boring. Die by someone's hand seems like a good idea. But... Haven't been killed. Sigh.... Maybe I should find someone to die with. Won't be so lonely... But it's not like I have a lover...
Dazai: Lover~ cos they will die for each other neh.
Amaiko: now you say of it... It does sound a bit selfish. To just die for me. What if he doesn't want to die? ... Sigh... Why is dying even so hard?
Dazai: neh?
Kunikida: amaiko. Are you ready for the next job?
Amaiko: but I'm not done with my pancakes kida-chan.
Kunikida: hurry up already!!
Amaiko: oh. Have you met him? He's our new partner.
Kunikida: you mean mine. Hajimemashite. Kunikida doppo.
Amaiko: can I not go this time?
Kunikida: sigh... Fine.
Amaiko: yay!!
She takes the rabbit soft toy and puts it by his cheek and she makes a " muack. " She then smiles " nirva thanks you. "
Kunikida: alright already.
That was the first time I met her.
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