Dolan twins imagines

Happier; g.d

This image is based on the song "Happier" by Ed Sheeran
Listen to the song for a better read. :)
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Grayson's pov
I get up from my cold, uncomfortable bed and start to do my morning routine before I go to school.

I get dressed and start eating breakfast. After I've finished I say goodbye to my mom and dad and start walking with my twin brother Ethan to school.

Walking down 29th and park.

Ethan and I walk to the entrance of our school and I saw her in another guys arm that wasn't mine. Ethan just pats my shoulder as I look down at the ground.

I saw you in another's arm.

I saw her.. her meaning my ex girlfriend y/n.
She was my first love, but I took our relationship for granted. I hurt her even though I promised her I wouldn't after all she has been through.

Only a month we've been apart.

She's moved on.

I say goodbye to Ethan as he walks to his group of football friends. I watch y/n walk in school with her new lover.

He said something to make you laugh.
I saw that both of your smiles were twice as big as ours.

I watch them till they stopped at his locker before class. She leaned beside his locker with a big smile on her face as he does as well. Not long ago she was doing the same, the same time as she did to me. He whispered something in her ear that made her laugh.
I loved her laugh more than anything. It was the most unique thing about her. It was the most beautiful sound you can possibly hear.

Yeah, you look happier, you do.

Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you.

Not a day goes by that I don't think about the day I hurt y/n. I remember it like yesterday. Everyone tells me to move on, she has. I regret everything I've told her, I regret taking her for granted. She told me all the time I was different from other guys that she had been with, I guess she was wrong, I'm the same as other guys.

But ain't nobody love you like I do.
Promised that I will not take it personal, baby if your moving on with someone new.

I've never thought she would move on so fast, I couldn't and probably will never move on.

My friends told me one day I'll feel it too.

Everyone tells me that I need to move on that it's really effecting me. They're not lying, it's true. How could it not? Y/n was my first love... first everything.

Until then I'll smile to hide the truth.
But I know I was happier with you.

She was the person who change me. Emotional. She was everything to me, she was the girl I wanted to marry, I think she felt the same way too cause we would both talk about how our wedding would be like, how our kids would be so perfect. All I can do is stay quiet and smile.

Sat in the corner of the room.

I watch them as they leave his locker with their hand joined and smiling. Everyone admired them, everyone wanted a relationship like theirs. We were  like that too. People wanted to be like us. They the love we had. I walk into my first period class. The classroom we met in. God this room has so much memories that I can't not erase..
Everything's reminding me of you.

Baby, you look happier, you do.

How can I not be happy for her when all I want for is to be happy? It would be selfish for me to not want for to be happy. If she's happy I'm happy, I guess I want her to be happy how she is with her new lover with me.

But if he breaks your heart like lovers do.

I wish their relationship can get over with already. I hope she realizes that she's meant to be with me. I want her to realize he's not good for her, even if I've hurt her and she might not forgive me at all at least she'll realize nobody can love her, care for her as much as I did. Is that too much to ask..?

Just know that I'll be waiting here for you..