Dolan twins imagines

because I had you;e.d

AN/ hi my loves! I know I haven't been here in a minute but I'm back & im starting a new book. So I hope y'all enjoy. (: so this image is going to be based on the song "because I had you" by Shawn Mendes (MY ZADDY)
hear for a better read! Oh and you & Eth are in ur
20s
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E T H A N S  P O V:
Think it's time that I be honest, should've told you not to go..
"Cam really?" I say looking over at my sister Cameron

"What annoying ass?" She says back

"Can you please change the song"

"Why it's getting you in your feelings" she snorts

"I mean I just broke up with y/n like a month ago" I say throwing my head on the window

"A MONTH? U MEAN LIKE 5 MONTHS AGO and I remember you breaking up with her so shut up"

Thought I knew but what I wanted. I didn't know myself at all.

Y/n was my first love, my first everything basically.

We broke up because of my selfishness.

My excuse was like "I had needs" since I'm a guy.

yup, I know. The stupidest shit.

Your with somebody I can't be, yeah but I can tell that you're happy.

It's been five months since we broke up.

She's moved on.

I can't stop her.

I put her through so much crap, that I deeply regret and forever will.

I cheated, talked/ flirted with other girls.

I still remember that night..

That horrible night.

F L A S H B A C K
Y/N P O V:

"hi baby I'm home" i say so happily after a stressful day at work.

*no answer*

I walk into Ethan and I's bedroom..

Tears fall down my face.

He didn't even notice I was there, I watched till I saw too much that I couldn't bear.

"Eth"

The girl he was with just laughs and looks at him

"Y/n" Ethan says not even with guilt in this voice

"What are you doing here" he follows

"Umm well asshole I live here" I say wiping my tears

"I can explain ple-" he says getting up from our bed

"How many girls Ethan" I say looking at the hoe in our bed

"What babe" he says trying to touch my shoulder

"bitch you think you gonna touch me after fucking her, and you're not answering my damn question" I yell

"Y/n.. I don't know" he says looking down

i laugh "wow so everyone was right, your just a rich little fuckboy" I say getting my bag and keys

He follows me down the staircase and grabs my arm making me flinch

"I said don't touch me" I yell

He lets go of my arm "y/n please. I love you" he says not even looking in my eyes

"You really think your gonna pull that crap with me again,       Fuck this and fuck you." I say opening the door. I turn back for the last words I will ever say to him.

"Oh and that little bitch up there in our bed, I hope she getting better dick and actually getting work then starts to fake it" I laugh

E N D. OF. F L A S H B A C K
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It's time for me to finally meet somebody new. Take her to all the places that I took us too.

After that day I didn't care.

I kept seeing other girls like a dick.

Grayson even found out, my whole family did.

They really thought that we was going to get married. We talked about it too.

I started dating this new girl. Two months after y/n and I ended.

Hey, remember when I told you, that you and I will go down in history together.

You and I what we had, is it gone forever?

I truly believe that y/n will always have a special part in our hearts for each other. 

We was our each other's first everything and nothing can change that.

Even if we tried..

You're with somebody I can't be but I can tell that your happy.

Y/n doesnt have to tell me that she's scared forever by me.

But now she has a new guy who treats her better and will actually love and care for her...

Better than I did.

But I think it's time I finally find somebody new and tell myself that she's the one to get me through.

She might help me forget but loving her is something I could never do.
Because I had.
Because I had you.
(Ha that shit is deadass self explanatory)