I wake up to the sun blinding me in the face. Why is it morning? I think. I quickly pull my uniform on, and turn on my phone in the first time in ages. No notifications, oooo shock. I roll my eyes and brush my teeth, i don't bother with food. When i walk back into my bedroom to get my bag i hear something hit off my window, i ignore it. Then i hear it again, and again, and again. I think it will never stop, so i peer down at the pavement below. I see Jackson leaning against his immaculate car, smiling. My heart is pounding, i grab my back on my way out and rush downstairs to pull open the door.
He's still standing exactly where he was before, only now he's facing me at the door. He opens the passenger door and waves me in,"After you sir," he says as i climb in. He drives and drives but this time he doesn't talk as much. Today, i'm really hella nervous about going to school, i just don't want to go in. But i don't want to seem weak to Jackson. He pulls up in a parking space and nearly gets out but realises i'm not moving. "Why aren't you getting out?" He asks.
"I can't," I answer,"I can't go in," I panic, i must seem so damn weak to him, it probably looks like i'm overreacting.
"Ook," he says and pulls out of the space, he drives to the beach this time. The waves crashing against each other, it very calming i think. I come here whenever i need to think, and be alone. I'd love to live next to a beach, or even just a lake. The sand is squishy under neath our shoes. I decide to sit on the sand, Jackson does too, wrapping his arm around my shoulders to keep warm. If only i could stay like this.
As the sun sets, we decide to go home. "Thankyou," I say while he's driving.
"Anytime,"
