"You're just like everyone else," Jackson says. These words destroyed me, i thought i was being myself but apparently not. And apparently you can't trust people these days either. There was a roomer going round that i'd had sex with someone, that person is Josh. It's just a roomer, not everyone ignores roomers unfortunately.
"I-it's just a roomer," i breathe, he probably won't believe me, no one does, but it's worth sticking up for myself. "It's not true, it's j-just a roomer people make up, please," I look at him with pleading eyes.
"It sounds true," I don't know what to say, he is trapped in the lies and roomers but there's nothing i can do about it. This is why i don't make friends, because when i do some stupid roomer comes up, and i lose everyone all over again. I guess i just wasn't meant to be happy after all.
"I don't have anything to say to you," his expression is full of disgust, remorse, i can't believe he actually thinks the roomers are true. Tears start rolling down my face, i can't stop them.
"I've lost everything," i say to myself, tears falling to the ground,"Please don't do this! Please don't leave me!" I shout, but he acts like he can't hear me. In what world does anyone deserve this, clearly i do, clearly i-i just wasn't meant to be born.
