Protect her (BTS x Suicidal reader)

chapter 2

you just wake up in the middle of the night because of the sound downstair "wahh?...is mom still awake?..in this early?..." you said and look at the clock its 3:00 A.M (dis is how wat our time in the midnight ;-; fuck mah grammar) you walk out to your bed and get a knife in your drawer for protection. you go downstair silently and see someone is and its your mom is in the living room watching a old film...an old film with your dad,.."mom?.." you whisper and go to near to the sofa where your mom is sitting., you see your mom crying and have a full of medicine the hand "oh shit...MOM NO STOP!" you run to your mom and hug her in the back you knew shes going to overdose herself cause you always did that so thats why your pills were gone then (.-. dont read dis cuz i think im losing ideas oh shi-nah nevemind ) "MOM NO PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME TOO!" you cried and you mom dropped the pills and hug you back crying "im sorry im sorry..i-i never going to do this again (Y/n)..*sobs*im sorry if i wake you up cause this pain inside of me is getting stronger..i-i act like i was happy at all (Y/n) but i wasnt..*sob* im really sorry.."she said crying in your back "mom i feel y-you too mom..."you said and hugging her still "plz mom dont leave me too..." you said crying at her back "i p-promise (Y/n) i wont.." she said still crying and sobbing at your back, "you know what..lets not to cry anymore (Y/n) lets go to your favorite restaurant later! and lets forget our past sad life!" she said wiping her tears and her bright smile comes back "ok mom" you wipe your tears and fake a smile 'im sorry mom but...it wont leave me alone..' you thought, "ok! now im just going to clean here..oh and can you trow this pills in the trash bin?" (AYE IM THERE TOO :'D) your mom said a hand you a 2 bottles of medicines 'wait...this is MY overdose pills..holy shit mom how the fuck ya know where i place dis?..' you thought and look a the pills with a confusion one , you want to ask your mom that where could she get it but she will ask you too why you have that so you just nodded and go to the kitchen cause thats where the trash bin are but you didnt trow it away you just place it in pocket and go to your mom., your mom was cleaning her mess "(y/n) ya should go to the bed--" "no mom i should help you clean the mess too" you said "ok then" you help your mom to clean the mess (the mess is like the foods and soda where all the place-- just imagine it -3-) it ws 3:23 A.M and your mom fall asleep at the couch you grab a blanket and a pillow at her
bedroom and you place the pillow undeneath her head and cover her with a banket "goodnight mom.." you kiss her forehead and go to your room.

you sigh and go get your phone and search bts HOME party "happy 4th anniversary bangtan.." you said with a lil smile you make then watch the video. its was 5 am and you got up and go wear your black sweater with a "bangtan" white sign on it and wear a black pants and a white converse and a black beanie and you go outside of your house and lock it so no one going to steal something in your house and go to the yeouido park (in south korea,seoul -w-). you go to your favorite cherry blossom tree and sit on the grass and rest your back at the tree trunk., you get your phone and listen to a music and rest your eyes.

There was a lot of screams coming from behind the tree you woke up with annoyance look and go behind the tree to see what is it. you see there was a lot of girls fangirling at those seven mens that they all wearing a black mask and a black or white caps, you were pushed by some girl but didnt help you so you just stand up and you see you have bruise in the palm "ah..fuck..." you whisper and cover it with you sweater good thing your sweater is big enough to cover all your both arms (INCLUDING HANDS .-. ofc duh its an arm...fml) you sigh and look at them i again 'hmm....wait they look familiar..' you thought and hear a conversation so you go listen them secretly "omg THERE HERE!" said the 1st girl while
squeaking(spell? ;-;) "Ikr i cant believe THAT BTS IS HERE!" the 2nd girl said while squeaking too they both fangirling., 'wait...B-BTS IS H-HERE?' you thought and and look at the seven boys and you blink few times and wear your glasses(like the harry potter's glasses ._.).,you inhale and exhale and close your eyes for 5 secs, "is this even real?.." you whisper "this is all real.." someone said, you open your eyes and and look up cuz ur short asf (uhm..deal with it plz ._.) and shocked you see rapmon with his mask down and smiling, you turn red and look down and apologize "i-im sorry!.. i-i didn-" you were cut by rapmon "its okay! and whats your name anyway?" he smile again and that melt your heart "m-my name?..o-oh m-my name is (y-y/n).." you said and stutter alot "oh nice to meet you! and i suggested that you know me right? but im goin-" "Namjoon! lets go!" jhope scream "oh im gonna go nice to meet ya (Y/n)!" rapmon said and wave at you and ran to the van "g-goodbye" you whisper and smile a little.

you sigh again and look at your watch and its 7 in a morning and you walked back to your house and you go to the kitchen to see your mon is cooking a breakfast for the two of you., "oh! goodmorning sweetly! here have your breakfast!" your mom greet and place your food at the table "thanks mom" you thank her and start eating your breakfast., "soo (y/n) 2 days before your school start huh? so did you get your uniform at my room? or im just gonna bring it to you?" your mom said looking at you while eating "hm? oh im just gonna get it later and im already done eating" you said and smile a lil again but the smile you do earlier and now is different the smile earlier is real but not now "oh okay then! its above the drawer ok?" your mom said "yes mom " you said and put your plate at the sink " im going upstair now" you said "wait later 2:30 were going to your favorite resturant right? and oh were going to buy you some merch. and things too!" you mom said in excited tone "ok mom" you said and give a thumbs up to your mom and go upstair.

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HI AGAIN AND FUCK ITS STILL SHORT ASF ;-; omfg im sorry forgive meh