Protect her (BTS x Suicidal reader)

chap 4 1/2

(Y/N)'s POV

"(Y/n)..what did you do?" Mom ask while crossing her arms and looking at me "i just uhm...lets just said i just make him go to sleep for 10 year-- i think its forever??" I said and yawned "lets go home now" mom said and close the car door, i sigh and go inside in it. "so why the bat was bloody dont tell me you acutally kill hi-" i cut my my mom "no mom he just gonna have a comatose.." i said and roll my eyes "hmm whatever you say (Y/N)" she said while focusing on driving 'i really hate when my mom was a little mad at me well i just save her butt...' i sigh and look at the window 'hmm i felt depressed?..' i said to my mind and look at the sky, the sky seem dark and i guess it will rain then.. "(y/n) i will going to find a job tommorow" mom said while driving "hmm ok thats good mom" i said and look back at the window of our car " school start next day you sure you will be fine?" mom said "yeah it will be fine..i guess" i said and yawn ...im sleepy... i said in my mind, i go lay down to our car and close my eyes for a mome nt beside it will take hours to go in our house anyway.

》》 COUPLE HOURS LATER 《《

"(Y/n) wake up" my mom said waking me up "5 more ninute..." i said sleepy "cmon wake up now" mom didnt stop waking me up "urgh...fine" i said and sit up still half asleep "help me to carruly this bags" mom said and handle me some bags and i get all the bags that mom told and place them to the counter and i go upstair to continue my sleep "oops (y/n) you forgot something" mok said and handle me the paper bag "what's this??" I ask and look inside oh its my merch "oh thanks mom.." i said and go to were im going.

I lay down to my bed and stare at the ceiling, i sigh "...i dont know why im having this emotional changes..." i said and close my eyes "fuck life..." i go look at the stars "dad wish you were here tho.." i yawn and go to my wardrobe and change my clothes to pajamas and once again i go to my bed and lay down, i look at my scars and there still not healed ' they said suicide doesnt solve anything but do happiness solve something??..' i thought and finally sleep.

》》3rd Person Veiw《 《

"D-dad!!! W-where are you!!?" The girl screamed while covering her nose because the area was surrounding by a smoke and a fire "M-mom!! D-Da!-" the girl cough and fell on the ground "(Y/N)!!" WHERE ARE YOU?!" Someone scream the girl name "D-Dad! H-help me!" I scream for help,my eyes become watery and i cough "dont worry (y/n)! I'll save you!" Dad scream and run towards me...

But before that....

A burning wood fall at my dad "DAAAAD!!" i scream and cry "d-dont worry sweetie i-im ok--ARGHH!!" dad scream in pain and look at me with a teary eyes "DADDD!" i scream and another tears coming down "i-it's fine (y/n) im o-okay" dad said in a weak voice, he tried to stand up and run to me but he got his right knee injured "come here (y-y-/n) jump i'll catch you" he said and he get his arms ready to catch me, i jump at his arms and hug him tight "d-daddy.." i cried at his shoulder and he pat my head "its okay now princess daddy is here" he said and bring me to the nearest Window.

But before that....

Dad fall and hold his injured right knee "arggh!!" He scream in pain causing me to panic "j-jump now (y/n) !" He said " n-no daddy!" I said and go to him "(y-y/n) listen to me sweetie you need to jump your mother is waiting i promise i'll get out of here safe please please sweetie get out of here!" Dad siad and hold my both shoulder "b-but daddy..i dont wanna leave you!" I said and cry harder "and so i am princess.. now go get out of here now!" He push me out of the window and i fall on a soft thingy(idk what is called so...) "Y/N!" Mom run towards me and hig me tight " oh gosh sweetie i-i thought you'll be gone..." mom said and cry to my shoulder while brushing my hair "m-mommy ...d-daddy needs help!" I cry harder "h-hold on sweetie they will save your father i-inside" mom sobbed and hug me again tightly "w-were just gonna pray" she added.

I woke up with a sweaty face "its just a nightmare... a real one" i said and sigh. I got up and go to my bathroom "...i miss dad.." my eyes got watery as i wipe away my tears "hey (y/n) " mom said behind the doors "come out now (y/n) breakfast is ready" she added and knocks one more time "o-okay im coming.." i said and i quickly wash my face , i grab the towel and wipe my wet face "hm.. i need to change" i go to the drawer and grab my black hoodie and a gray jeans and quickly take a bath and changed.(ok so sorry for many 'and') i look at my body mirror in disgusted "seriously this person im looking now is disgusting... damn i look like a pig.." i said and sigh(you look like a skeleton here jk tf sorry).

"Good morning sweetie how's sleep?" Mom greeted at me with a big smile "well i think its ok?.." i said and look at my food "oh ok so eat now sweetie im just gonna make myself a coffee, oh do you want some too sweetie?" She ask and grab the cup "nah no thanks mom im good" i said "ok sweetie if you say so" mom said and start making her coffee 'wait when the school start?' I thought and look at my mom "hey mom when will the school start?.." i ask "oh it will start on monday sweetie why? Are you excited?" She said happily "uhh no" i said and take a bite to my food "oh ok" she said and smile "oh (y/n) i found this on your jacket" mom said and handle me a keychain of chimmy(bt21 Jimin) and a letter " i didnt remeber to get a keychain?" I said and mom looks at me with the 'well-i-dont-know-so-yea' look and when back making coffee,. I open the letter and read.

Soo...
Yeah i know this note just popped out to your jacket but hey thanks for talking to me tho and becaming my friend i think haha its just that i never have a friend because im a loner and uhh..yeah depressed haha^^ so thanks tho oh! And you can see there's an Chimmy keychain there haha that's a gift tho so thanks again

P.s- im really a fast writer so that's why this writing you reading is succ

From:Stranger-who-bump-into-you

I smile a little and shook my head and grab the keychain "well chimmy is cute" i said and put it on my pocket and back at eating.
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》to be continue《
Soo this chap4 is still not done yet so yeah 2/2 is coming :》