Reckless

Chapter 8

I don't know how, but at some way I was now in Brads car again, for a new date. This time he was taking me to the funfair. I was actually looking a bit forward to it, cause' I love carousels. High heights was the best! But I was a bit scared to. I didn't want it to last like yesterday. He was still Brad. An idiot.

''Are you hungry? We can eat first if you want to. '' He said while drumming with his fingers on the steering wheel. ''Or if you wanna wait, we could eat after. Or  just in the middle. I think there's foodstands with hamburger, kebab, baked potatoes and things like that..'' He talked much and fast and I couldn't help but laugh a little. He seemed a little bit nervous. It was actually kind of cute.

''It's okay, it dosen't matter at all. We can eat whenever you want too'' I said and gave him a little smile. He seemed different today. Until now, he hadn't even commented something cheeky or just being a ass. Yet.

''Just tell me when you want to eat Olivia!'' He raised his eyebrowns at me. His voice wasn't as sweet and calm as just a few seconds ago.

''I said it dosen't matter. You can choose'' I replied. I could see him tense a little bit.

''Just fucking tell me'' His voice was a little harder then before and I had no idea why. It wasn't even a big thing?

''After.'' I quietly told him.

The rest of the car ride was in silent. He didn't say anything and I sure as hell wouldn't be the one to speak out in this. I just didn't understand why he got so angry. Just a minute before he was sweet. When he was picking me up, he gave me a warm hug and a slow kiss on the cheek. He had gently  opened the door with a smile on his face.

''Let's go and get ticets'' He said  and took my hand, literally forced me with him. We were in silent in the queue and he got us the ticets and then we walked to the enter sign, still my hand in his. I was in deep thoughts about why he was so hard all of sudden, so I didn't notice he talked to me.

''Ey, Olivia?! Are you listening?!'' No I was thinking about your behavior.

''Yes.'' I knew he understood that I didn't and his face told me he was annoyed. But he decided to let it go.

When we got inside we just walked around, hand in hand and probably looked like two happy teens, just out on a date with much love between. Well...that was not the case.

''I need to visit the bathroom'' I said and took my hand out of his. Before he could say something, I got into the restroom for ladys and locked the door. I actually didn't need to go to the toilet, but instead I drank some water from the tap and draged my fingers in my hair to put it in place, before I took a deep breath and opened up the door.

I directly met Brads eyes and he looked worried. Not like when I left 2 minutes ago. He walked straight towards me and  took both of my hands in his.

''What's wrong?''

''Nothing'' I simply replied,looked away. I knew he was trying to be nice again, probably realising his bad behavior towards me before.

''Stop it, I know there's something'' His eyes met mine. It wasn't  like before tho. This time they really catched mine. It was intense.

''You were so sweet when you picked me up...and then out of nowhere...you got angry. I don't know what I did wrong..'' I  told him honest, looking down from his gaze.

''What, no no babe you did nothing wrong I promise'' He took hold of my hands a bit harder, like he really wanted me to believe him.

''What is it then?'' I asked him. At first he was just quiet and looked at something behind me, but then he took a breath and said