Reckless

Chapter 14

''You wanna come in?'' I asked Brad when we arrived outside my house.

''Depends on'' He laughed. I like the way his lips curve inte a cute smile when he do that, and the way his eyes sparkle a little bit brighter. His brown eyes got like a new colour.

''Depends on what?'' I hope he won't say that it depends on if I'm going to have sex with him or something...

''If we can make tea and cuddle in your sofa'' Oh....I instantly felt stupid for having those thoughts. Why would he even ask that? God, what was wrong with me? But yeah, cuddle with Brad sounded nice. More than nice, actually.

''Tea in my sofa it is!'' I said as I began to walk to the front door at my house. I realised Brad wasn't behind me so I stoped and looked back.

''You're not coming?'' I asked.

''No'' I was a bit confused.

''Why?''

''You said 'tea in my sofa it is'' I didn't understand where he was getting with this?

''Yeah?''

''You forgot the cuddling'' I couldn't help but laught at this, and so did he. A little bit. But then he got serious again. ''So, I'm not coming''

''Oh, I see...what'' I told him. ''What can I do to make you come?''

''To make me come? Well, you could take of all of your clothes right now and the-''

''Enough!'' I laughed. ''You know how I mean''

''Hm...you have to give me the best hug ever, and then make me tea...and a sandwich....and well" He smirked.

"never in your wildest dreams" I laughed at him, I was not his slave even tho he wished.

''Why not? It will be fun!''

''Yeah for you'' Without warning, Brad took a few quick steps closer to me and we were now only a few inches away from each other. I could feel his hot breath against my skin.

''I can make you tea instead. I like to satisfy girls. And believe me, you will like it. Everyone does'' He should've stoped after telling me that he can make me tea. Everytime he bring up other girls it's like someone put a knife in my stomach to remind me about all the girls he has been with. I know he's been with plenty of girls before me but I just hope that it wasn't like this. Like it was with me.

When I didn't say anything Brad understood he said something wrong and took both of my smaller hands in his bigger ones.

''That came out wrong Olivia, I didn't mean it like that.'' I knew he didn't mean it like that, but that dosen't matter it didn't hurt me.

''I know''

''Are you mad at me?'' He sounded worried, like I was going away. Well...I wasn't. It was my garden we were at.

''I'm not mad''

''You're upset'' He said. ''I promise I didn't meant to say it..''

''But you did. '' I didn'know if I was too hard or something, but I didn't like Brad talked about all the girls he'd been with.

''I know...Olivia...fuck I'm sorry. It just came out really wrong'' Did I over react? Would other girls react in a different way? Probably.

''Say something'' Brad begged me.But I didn't know what to say.

''I don't know what else there is to say, Brad''

''Please don't leave me'' He whispered. Leave him? I wouldn't just leave him for a thing like this...? '' Everyone always do'' He continued.

''What? Why would I leave you?'' I was really conffused about all off this actually..

''I fuck evcerthing up. I always hurt everyone I care about. I say the wrong things, do the wrong things, make the same mistakes over and over again. I'm worthless. That's who I am.'' I was speechless after what he just said. I had no idea at all that he felt this way. That Brad Will Simpson even could have these thoughts. It was like a knife tugged into your stomach. I didn't know Brad that well already, but I knew that he was nothing like that.

''Why do you say that?'' I asked him after a while of silence.

''It's the truth'' His words was hard. Not angry towards me, but he sounded sure about his thing.

''It's not Brad.'' I realised that there was no point in argue because no matter what I told him, he would'nt believe me for a second. He was sure about his thing. Well, the wrong thing.

''Just stop it.''

I slowly walked towards him and ambraced him with my arms. His warm body next to mine was at first hard and he didn't move at all. But after a while, he softened up and took his long arms wrapped around my body. His hand was around my neck, slowly massaging it while he tightened his grip around me. Something about all off this said that he needed love. Someone to care about him.

''I don't think you are worthless. Not at all'' I whispered in his ear.

After a short while he took my hand in his and led me into the house.

''Let's make tea'' He said.

As we laid there together, I couldn't help but think about what Brad told me today. All the bad things he thought about himself. Non of it was true. But someone made him believe that. And I had no clue who that horrible person was.

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Soooo this is to bad and too short and everything . Well I'm sorry. Was planning on make this longer but for some reason it was weeks ago i write this didn't feel like writing these past weeks.

BUUUUUT I GOT GREAT NEWS!!!! IN 10 DAYS I WILL GET À NEW COMPUTER SOOOOO THAT MEANS I CAN WRITE MUUUUUUUUUUCH MORE OFTEN!!!!! PROMISE <3

Please comment on this bad one and thanks for all your comments on The last note I wrote....don't know what to say about it at all...but yeah.