Nightmares (A Yooseven fanfiction)

In The Cells

They were back to the cells. Well Yoosung was back, it was Seven's first time here. But Yoosung blamed himself for both.

After minutes of stressful pacing and tense atmosphere around them, Yoosung eventually sobbed out braking all the invisible walls around them and the silence.

"I'm sorry Seven I know this is all my fault that we are locked up in here waiting for our fates. What if I die? What if you die? What if we both die?" He sobbed out clutching Seven's shirt tightly in his hands as if he was hanging onto a life line.

"Shhh, we will be okay. I promise." Seven whispered placing a finger to his lips.

Yoosung looked up at him. His eyes reflected fear, which gave himself doubts. The helplessness he felt was overwhelming him. He wanted to make him happy. But how can he make him happy locked up? He wondered...

He traced the blonde's lips with his finger as he leaned in closer, his eyes cast down but not closed yet.

Yoosung seemed to have caught on quickly leaning closer to him slowly.

Seven saw that he wasn't pulling away so he slipped his hand around Yoosung's waist. He slowly leaned in kissing him.

The kiss was a long one but Seven felt Yoosung's heart beat faster with his own. He pulled him closer and he also felt Yoosung's arms around his neck as all the space between them closed.

For the first time in his life Seven felt like everything was going right. He felt like he finally found something. It was happiness. Kissing Yoosung like that, he just felt so happy. It felt like they were made for each other as their lips fit together perfectly.

One kiss. That's all Seven wanted. But it turned into more as he kissed Yoosung again and again as if to trying to express all the feelings that he had been fighting and hiding for so long. And he couldn't stop.

He just loved the feeling of his warm lips on his, the feeling of both of their hearts rapid beating with every kiss. Seven absent mindedly ended up pressing Yoosung up against the wall, making Yoosung slightly gasp against his lips which kind of snapped him out of it.

He pulled away in a haste gasping for air he immediately averted his gaze from the blonde. "I'm sorry. I just couldn't stop and...I'm sorry."

He trailed off into silence blush tinting his cheeks.

Realization seemed to dawn on Yoosung as he grimly nodded. "So you didn't mean it huh? Was it just an accident then?"

"That's not it! I just... ugh nevermind." He tried to explain but then trailed off with a sigh.

"I see how it is, you can't even look at me." Yoosung sighed as he watched Seven intently.

"Yoosung!" Seven exclaimed. Yoosung barely have seen him so serious, maybe just when he was working.

Seven took a few steps before arriving in front of Yoosung. He briefly looked into his eyes before grabbing him by his shirt and pulling him in for another kiss, but it was more passionate this time.

Yoosung tried to struggle but Seven had him pinned down by his wrists. He pressed his body against the blonde's as he deepened the kiss.

This kiss held more passion. Electricity seemed to spark wherever they touched.

Seven soon pulled away and moved closer to him so that his lips were against Yoosung's ear. "I tried to hide it. I tried to lie about it. I tried everything I could to deny it. I buried my own feelings and I hurt you over and over again but I swear I just wanted to protect you. I didn't want you to be here, I could suffer here alone. And you would be safe somewhere oblivious to all of this happening and you could live a happy life. I have to tell you the truth now. Yoosung. I love you. And honestly I am scared. I am scared because I don't want you hurt. I am scared that you are going to die. You are better off without me..."

"Seven!" Yoosung exclaimed as he hugged him tightly. "Don't ever say that. I would rather be with you than anyone else. And you don't have to suffer alone. Because I am here to help you with your burden. You are not alone now Seven. You have me."

"Thank you." Seven whispered hugging the blonde close. He felt tears in his eyes as he tried to blink them away.

Then Yoosung broke the hug to get a better look at him. "Huh. Seven are you crying?"

"N-no. Of course not." He glanced away but soon tears started to stream down his face. He couldn't bottle up his emotions no more. He wanted to admit everything. He wanted to admit how scared he was. He wanted to tell Yoosung how much he worried about him. He wanted to tell him his problems and concerns but he didnt want to at the same time. All these emotions, fear, worry, sadness. He felt like they made him weak. And he didn't want to seem weak in front of Yoosung. He felt more tears escape as he shook slightly. Now he definitely seemed weak.

"Seven, please don't cry." Yoosung trailed off as he took a step closer to Seven. He gazed into his eyes before wiping his tears away with his sleeve. "You don't have to hide your tears from me. I just want you to know that whatever you do from now on, I will always be standing beside you. So you will never be alone."

Yoosung's kindness wanted to make Seven cry again. No one in his life ever treated him the way that he did and he was kind of glad. Yes he was happy. His chest filled with warmth. And he smiled. But it wasn't his usual faked or forced smiles that he gave just to keep everyone thinking that he was fine. This was a smile that contained pure happiness. "I love you Yoosung."

"I love you too Seven." The blonde smiled with a hint of blush on his cheeks.

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Twenty minutes later Yoosung looked over at the exhausted Seven sleeping on the floor.

He smiled at his sleeping figure. He looked less guarded this way. More open. But him sleeping also reminded him of the times he had nightmares.

He wanted to make him happy. He really did even though he was the one that got them into trouble in the first place.

But now that Seven opened up a new side to him he wanted to help him. He meant every word he had said about being there for Seven. He felt like even though Seven was the one that always protected everyone in the RFA, it was his turn now. It was his duty to protect Seven now.

He yawned and rubbed his eyes sleepily. He should get some sleep too.

He lay down next to Seven and rested his head on his shoulder inhaling deeply. Seven still smelled of chips as usual. With that thought in mind he fell into deep sleep.

And for the first time in a while, Seven slept without nightmares.

Bit of a cliche ending but yeah.

Here it is!

Chapter 16