I Saw Him Standing There |Phan|

Dan

It is finally Dan's last year in high school. He's happy yes, but he's also really fucking stressed. Dan has desperately been trying to get ready for his finals. His new routine consists of constant trips to the library, studying all day and night, and having gallons of coffee and tea to stay up long enough to finish his bloody math quiz. It frustrates him that this whole week he hasn't gotten at least 8 hours of sleep in total. But what finally sends Dan of the bridge is that he now has dark circles.

The thought of him not being well fit scares Dan. To feel confident through the day Dan wakes up at least 2 hours before class starts, to be able to calm his hair down from having to many curls, spray a handful of cologne on and pick out something to wear. He always finds a way fit a light colored sweater into his outfit.

Dan has never cared about looking manly it's actually quite the opposite for him. Dan has always been more feminine but doesn't like to show in fear of getting called queer. And that's not something that would benefit him. Especially when having parents who's main concern is following the lords words. He learned to never even mentioning the words queer or homosexual around his parents. That's what made Dan want to hide his feminine ways. The only person he's learned to be himself around was his best friend Pj.
Dan and Pj met back in secondary school when Pj decided it was a good idea to come dressed up as Sandie Shaw for a modern and historical figure presentation. Pj got beat up that day and went to bathroom to cry. Dan happened to be in there at the moment and comforted Pj until he stopped bawling. They've been best friends since. But 2 years after they met Pj came out to Dan and that's when Dan realized he could be himself around someone after all.

A/N Boiitslena
Hi everyone! As you already know this is a collaborative book with my truly amazing friend @jellyshinobi . I couldn't thank them enough for asking me to write it with them. Chapters mainly centered towards Phil are written by Jellyshinobi and the ones centered towards Dan are written by me. Thank you so much for reading! ^^