*Chapter 3*
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I couldn't belive him! I thought he liked me, why was he kissing a 15 yearold anyway? It just didn't make sense. I walked over to him and porsha. She looked at me up and down and walked away. Ashton watched her walk away then looked at me. I crossed my arms across my chest. He was a pig, i gave him an digusted look.. He smiled.
"Why are you smiling, there is nothing funny"? I said.
"Are you jealous"? He said pulling my by my waist closer to him.
"Why would I be jealous of someone im not even competiing with?" I said eyeing him, but I was jealous but i couldn't show it.
"Wanna go in and dance"? He said showing me the door. I walked in, i forgot about giselle she just stood at the car. But i didn't care.
I walked in and the tempo music was blasting and it was rlly dark i could barely see. I thought ashton was behind me but i turned around and I saw porsha whispering something in his year. He laughed. No way was i having this, I walked to the bar.
"Can I get a Vodka"! I yelled. The bartender nodded. He handed it to me. I smiled. I gulped down. This was so strong, but people were watching me so i pretened like it was nothing. I never drunk before, even with all of my mom's wine bottles lying on the floor i never tried it intil now.
I orderd 5 more and drunk them all while watching porsha feel all over him. When I was finished I pulled a guy behind me. I had to admit he was cute. But not as cute as ashton. I walked close enough for them to see us. I started dancing. I took down my hair and started shaking it everywhere. I saw ashton just staring. I smiled and shook my butt. The guy I was dancing with seemed amazed at things I could do. I got slow and played with the guy. I walked around him and played with his soft hair. Ashton was really staring now. I started kissing the guy putting my legs on his waist. He kissed back. I got of his waist and began dancing again while he watched. I saw ashton getting angry which made me more alive. He finally left porsha dancing by herself and walked towards me and grabbed my arm. I smiled at the guy and blew him a kiss. Ashton took me all the way in the back and it was a room and he closed and locked it. I jerked my arm away.
"What the hell where you doing out there Serenity"! He said yelling. I giggled and fell to the floor.
"What does it matter to you"? I said yanking on his leg.
He nodded.
"Your drunk, so lets just get you home". He said trying to pull me up. But i fell back down and started giggling again.
"No"!, I said I got up.
"You're drunk Serenity", he said.
"Shhhh," I said. I put my lips on his. It felt great, but I wanted more. He took of his jacket, we moved to the twin size bed on the side of the room. He layed me on the bed gently I smiled and he began to kiss me. I rolled over and got on top of him.
"I feel like im taking advatage of you, Serenity", He said.
"Shhhhhh!" I said louder. I began to kiss him again. I felt butterfiles in my stomach. I've never felt before. Kisssing his lips felt so unreal. He got on top of me and started taking action kissing me back. He slipped of my dress gently. Next thing I knew..I blanked out...
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I opened my eyes and turned around. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. My head hurted. I didn't understand...where was I? Ashton was sleep peacefully. I relized there was covers rapped around me. I went to the bathroom to take a shower and put back on my dress and fixed my hair. It was wild and nappy.
I threw a pillow at ashton. He woke up slowly, he turned and smiled at me. I looked at him. Damn, he had a 8 pack, he looked sexy. But somehow I don't remeber anything that happened last night. I put my legs to my chest.
"Uh what happened last night"? I said.
"You don't remeber"? He said.
I shook my head. He laughed.
"Whats so funnny"? I said. Did I sleep with Ashton? Well..I didn't sleep exactly. So did I have sex with ashton? No! I couldn't have i'm still a virgin. This didn't make sense. I closed my eyes and banged my head against the wall.
"Can you please to me exactly what happened"? I whisepered.
"Well you had sometihng to drink.., I took you in the back and then it was getting to far so I took you here, this is my place."
"You live alone"? I said
"Yea, I moved out my parents house when i was 16". He said.
I couldn't imagine living without my mom at 16..she is not the best mom but she at least tries to be.
I looked around slowly, it was a tiny apartment,but at least it was clean.
'Did we-" I said. He cutt me off.
"Yea, we did it".
I covered my mouth.
"Did we use a-" He cutt me off again.
"Yes we did use a condom".
I nodded. I felt awkard with him like this, asking him what I did that I don't even remeber. Its kind of embarassing.
" I have to go, can you take me home"? I said getting up.
"Sure " He said.
We got into the car it was complete silence.
" Are we umm..toghther"? He said stopping infront of my house.
I didn't no how to respond. I kind of did want us to be, but then I didn't becuase of Porsha. I leaned in to kiss him. His soft lips against mine.
"Only if one thing", I said.
"What is it"? He said staring at my lips.
" Promise me one thing..you won't fall in love with me?.." I said.
No response...
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