*Gerards point of view"
"Fuck" I pant out. My hand moving fast up and down my throbbing dick. The hot water from the shower pouring down my back. I stroke faster and faster. I moan as my cum decorates the wall of the shower.

God I need a life. I wash my greasy black and blue hair. I always was changing my hair. I don't know why only the roots were blue. I did my whole head. Eh I gave up. Oh well.

I looked at my phone and it was already 9:30 p.m. I'm still wide awake. I let out a frustrated grunt. "Shouldn't have drank all that coffee" I mumble under my breath.

I walk into my small room. I lived in the attic of my parents house. I liked it up here. Its nice and quiet and dark. I really like dark things. I had one little window. It was a round window facing the front yard.

I peeked out of the window hoping to see something new. Nothing ever happens in this small town of New Jersey. Nothing. Well unless it's your typical gun pulling or homicide but that's normal.

As I looked out I saw a moving truck across the street. Weird. I didn't see that this morning. Its probably new neighbors. Weird.

I grabbed my book and decided to read till I fell asleep. I was half way through 50 Shades of Grey. That's how sad my life is. I read 50 Shades of Grey. In my defense it's a really good book. Kinky.

I woke up to the sound of Mikey banging
on my door. "WAKE UP!" "Shut up" I said while throwing a pillow at my door. He continued banging. "Shut the fuck Up already. Jesus fuck." "Mom made breakfast!" I heard his footsteps running down the stairs. She probably made bacon.

Mikey was my younger brother. He had this weird thing for unicorns and bacon. I don't know why. He just did. He and I were very close. He was a freshman and I was a sophomore. Great times.

I put on my ripped black jeans and my Misfits shirt. I grabbed my old black oversized jacket. I had a kink for big black jackets. I grabbed my book bag. It had little pins on the strap. It was completely filled. I love just poking them when I was bored. I brushed my teeth and hair. My already greasy hair. I give up. I grabbed my torn grey converse and went downstairs.

My prediction was correct. Mom made bacon but, Mikey ate it all. What a shock. "I told you to hurry." I huffed at his remark. I made coffee and had a piece of toast. "Gerard, honey, eat some eggs." "I'm good mom. I really have to go. Thanks though." I kissed her cheek and grabbed Mikey's arm. I threw him into the car and drove to school.

The school was fairly close to my house but, the fucking traffic was horrible. I turned up my favorite song. Nightmare by Avenged Sevenfold. Its fucking gold man.

I turned into the parking lot of the high school after I cursed some people out. Mikey was silent the whole ride. He usually is. He's a quiet person.

Mikey jumped out and ran to his friends. I don't know how he does it with his weird knees. I grabbed my bag and headed to the smokers pit behind the school. I saw Ryan and Brendon kissing. They can't keep their hands to themselves. Its gross and cute at the same time.

I cleared my throat and it startled Ryan. He was a big baby. "Well hello there" I chuckled. "Asshat" Brendon beamed at me as he snuggled up close to Ryan. "Where's Pete and Patrick?" I said as I took out a cigarette. "Probably fucking under the bleachers or the gym. Who knows. Who cares." I lit my cigarette to get out of this conversation. I sat on the cold dewy grass as I smoked my cigarette.

"You know smokings bad for you right" I hear a unfamiliar voice. "Hi, I'm Frank" he said with the widest smile as he sat down next to me.

"I'm Gerard." I spoke as I took another drag from my cigarette and flicked it into the pit. "Odd name. I like it" "Yeah I guess." "Hi I'm Ryan and this is my most amazing, adorable, and sweet boyfriend Brendon." Brendon blushed at that statement.

"Nice to meet you." That goofy smile was back. That weird wide smile. It made my stomach turn. "Well I'm new here and I was wondering if any of you have the same homeroom as me?" He passed his schedule around.

"Well you have homeroom with me and second with Gerard" Brendon spoke. I was shocked. Second was art. No one really took art.

"Yeah I'll just meet Brendon and show you too art" That goofy smile grew again. "Awe man thank you" He got up and started walking with Brendon. He turned around and gave me a smile. I smiled back.

Biology was homeroom. All I did was ever draw in that class. I got out my sketch book and doodled. I couldn't get Franks smile out of my head. His soft lips. The little round lip ring. His white smile. It made me anxious just thinking about it.

I pulled out my special hall pass meaning I could take as long as I want to calm down but, I was trying to calm something else down. I gathered all my things and put them in my book bag. I ran towards the teacher showed him and he nodded. Mr.Walker was a nice teacher and understood. Well he understood my anxiety part.

I ran to the teachers bathroom. I was aloud to use it since it was a single bathroom. I was bullied a lot and my parents came down and now it's a whole thing. I sat on the toilet seat cover and decided why not.

I pulled down my super tight pants and super hero boxers. My dick starting to get harder. Frank was all I could think about. I spit on my hand and started stroking. I could take 15 minutes. Just a quick one.

I stroked faster and faster letting out soft moans. I could feel myself ready to burst. My toes curled up and my cum decorated my hand. "Fuck" I whispered. I grabbed some paper towels and cleaned myself up. Pulled on my boxers and super fucking tight jeans. I went over to the sink. "You're such a low life. You would never ever get a girlfriend or a boyfriend." I looked at myself in the mirror.

I checked the time on my phone and it was almost second period. I waited by Brendon's first period. The bell rang. "What are you doing here? Hm? Too much anxiety and used your special pass?" Brendon teased at me. "Shut up."

"Ready?" I asked Frank eagerly. "Yeah" he spoke softly.

After second period the whole day was boring. Frank left earlier and all my friends had boyfriends or girlfriends and I was alone.

I always was. Always will be...






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