Daddy...?

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I was alone. The walk to school was lonely. Mikey was sick. I could have drove to school but I felt like walking and enjoying the air.

It was cloudy out. Fog had settled in. I liked it when it was gloomy. I didn't bother taking a shower this morning. My hair was greasy. I had my old black converse on with my black pants with the knees ripped and, my oversized hoodie with my Iron Maiden shirt on.

It started to rain. I liked the rain. It smelt nice. Gave me a calm feeling. I put my hood on and continue walking. It was a slight drizzle.

I saw my friends. Ryan was drooling over Brendon. They were really cute together. I can't deny that. Brendon was listening to Pete. Pete always had something to talk about. While Ryan was just clinging on to Brendon watching him.

I didn't see Patrick. Which is odd. He is always at school. Never misses a day. He's a goody goody when it comes to school but yet is dating one of the basest kids in school. I still can't wrap my head around it.

I sat in my normal spot around the smoker pit. I didn't have any cigarettes. Rip my anxiety for the rest of the day. I looked around for Frank. I didn't see him any where. I let out a huff.

"Whats wrong with you?" A female voice said. "Nothing." I look up. A beautiful women stands next to me.

She had jet black hair in pigtails. Bangs fell on her face. She had a strong facial structure. She wore fishnets underneath her black ripped jeans. She also had a Iron Maiden shirt on. She was beautiful.

"I like your shirt." I finally had the courage to stutter out. "Thanks. Want a cigarette?" She pulls one out of her waist band. I was taken back.

"Uh yeah. Thanks." I say stuttering. I take the cigarette from her and I pull out my blue lighter. I started it a few times before it lit the cigarette.

I took a long shaky drag from the cigarette. "You okay there?" The dark haired girl must have noticed my hand shaking with the cigarette. "Uh, yeah. Just anxiety." I turned straight ahead and studied Ryan who was clingy to Brendon for life. They were such and odd couple.

The dark haired girl sat down besides me. "I'm Lyn-Z by the way." She holds the z out for a while. "I'm Gerard." I look at her and smile. She smiled back.

"Gee!" It was Pete. Great. "You met Lynz!" "Yeah." "You guys should totally come to my party!" He was jumping up and down. "Yeah we should!" Lynz nudged my arm. "Yeah." I wasn't myself today. I didn't feel like talking.

"I'll give you my phone number." She held her hand out. I gave her my phone. She typed fast and handed the small phone back to me.

Lynz ;)
That was her contact name that she put in. "Cool." I said coldly. Pete noticed I wasn't myself today. He wiggled his eyebrow at me and I brushed it off.

"Well I need to go." The dark hair girl walked off. Her studded boots made a clank sound as she walked away.

"Dude, you're into her! Holy fuck!" "Pete don't start right now." I stare at the damp ground. "I think this party will help you out." He pushes my arm. "Where's Patrick?" Trying to change the subject. "Patty is sick." Pete says sadly. "Oh. Have you seen Frank?" "No." Pete gets up and goes back to try and have a conversation with Brendon but Ryan is sucking his mouth. I'm surprised he hasn't sucked the life out of him.

I get up from the damp ground and walk towards the school. I put my headphones in so I don't have to hear anyone talk about me. I really like Deadmau5 right now. Its one of my favorites currently.

Avenged Sevenfold will always be my favorite though. Danger line comes on by them. I think I have my music up too loud because people are looking at me. I get to my locker swiftly.

All the jocks are coming towards me. They are walking fast. They are wearing their black and red bomber jackets. That's probably the only reason I like the school. Its colors.

"What's up gay boy?" They slam me against the locker hard. Two of the jocks are holding me against the locker and they part for someone to walk up to my face.

"I saw you talking to my sister." He spits at me. He needs to brush his teeth. His breath smells like donkey ass. "What?" I stutter back. "Don't pull that shit with me." He punches me busting my lip open. I hear someone yell "Bert!"

I hear the clanking of boots heading my way. My face is starting to throb. "Don't talk to her ever again." He punches my face once more. My vision began to blur. I was dropped by the two jocks. I hit the ground hard. I saw Lynz boots and her screaming. Everything went black.

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"Gerard?" I hear a familiar voice. I flutter my eyes open. My head is pounding and throbbing. I look around confused still trying to focus. I see Lynz and the rest of my friends. When I look again I see Frank. He is smiling. That smile. Even when I'm in pain still makes my stomach flutter.

"Where am I? What happened?" I say in confusion. Lynz comes and sits by me. "My friend Bert saw me talking to you and kinda roughed you up." She touched my face. I jumped at the feeling. I heard Brendon huff at Lynz statement.

"Wait I thought he was your brother?" I looked at her confused. "No," she says sternly, "He is a friend that has a crush on me. Don't worry about him." She puts her hand on my face. I flinch at the contact.

Frank walks over handing me ice and ruffling me hair. "I'm glad you're okay. I can't have my mentor dying on me." He says with a smile across his face. "Yeah, I guess." I say looking down at my hands.

"Your moms on her way." I hear Brendon cough up. "Okay." I mumble. Ryan walks over and hugs me. He has this think with hugging. "I'm sorry." He whispers in my ear. "It's okay." I say as he pulls away. Everyone leaves but Lynz and Pete.

"You didn't take your meds." Pete says as I hold ice to my face. "You don't know that." I look down. "What?" I hear Lynz pipe in.

"Gerard has depression and anxiety and, by the looks of it he didn't take his meds." "Oh" I hear her say disappointed. We sit there in awkward silence.

A few minutes later the nurse comes in. "Gerard your moms here." I hear the short nurse say. I get up and walk out. "Thanks." I turn around to Pete and Lynz and smile. They gave me a weak one back.

As I walk with the nurse down the hall to the front office I'm stopped by Frank hugging me. I jump. "Get better." He smiles at me. Butterflies hit my stomach. "Thanks." I stutter looking down at my feet. He let's go and I continue my journey to the office where my angry mother awaits.

I hear yelling as we turn to the office. "I WANT HIM EXPELLED!" I see my mom waving and yelling at the dean. "Mom." I stuttered looking at her. "Oh honey. What did he do to you. We are going straight to the hospital!" She grabs my arm and we start walking out. "And I'm not done here!" She turns around and points her finger at the dean.

We got in the car and to the place I dread most. My eyes began to shut and I drift off...