Chapter Eight: Long Haul

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(Blake's POV)

Now all that's left to do is wait. Wait for the tiny man to wake up from his hospital slumber. I decide to call his mom and see how she is handling all of this. (B-Blake ; P-Patsy or Adam's mom)

P: Hello?
B: Hey Mrs. Levine! I just decided to call and check on how you're doing.
P: It's hard Blake. It really is. Why would my little boy attempt suicide?
B: I don't know yet and I'm not going to ask until he is more comfortable about the situation. He is still knocked out from the meds he was given but should awaken shortly.
P: I wish I could be there for my little boy...

Patsy trails off and sniffles can be heard from the other side of the line. I tell her that it will all be okay and then I see a doctor heading my way so I tell her that I have to go. The doctor explains to me that Adam has woken up and I'm able to go in and see him now.

I fast walk down the hall to Adam's room and the nurse nods at me giving me permission to open the door. I walk inside and close the door behind me then make my way to the chair next to the bed and sit down as Adam turns to glance at me.

"Hey bud, how ya doing?" I ask him softly. He just shakes his hand and doesn't say a word as tears come visible to his eyes. I grab him and pull his head onto my chest and I rub my hand up and down his arm, admiring his tiger tattoo.

"I'm so sorry that you felt the need to do that Adam. I will do everything in my will to make sure you are okay and fighting." I say to calm him a bit. "That's not why I did it. I did it because I fucked up. I should've waited until I found out that Behati didn't want it before I 'moved on' with someone else. I pretty much cheated on her when I said I was never going to do that again to anybody."

My heart sinks down into my stomach and my muscles tense up. He doesn't want me anymore? Didn't I give him the world while it lasted? What did I do wrong? All these questions rush through my mind as tears start to come to my eyes as well. The man that I am in love with is still in love with someone else.

I lightly push Adam off of me and head for the door, not bothering to turn around even though he yells my name a few times. I throw the door open and slam it closed behind me. I walk outside the hospital and go to sit on one of the benches and think about everything that's happening in my life right now.

(Adam's POV)

I am still in love Behati. I can't be with Blake when I still love another person. I still have the ring for crying out loud! I feel so bad for what I said to Blake but it was the truth....right?

I don't even know who I am in love with anymore. It's easier for me to just stay with Behati because she has given me all I could ever ask for. Plus, even though Dusty isn't my biological child, she is still a sweetheart and I love her too. I don't want to leave that behind just to have my heart broken by someone else even though deep down I know that Blake wouldn't do that to me.

I try to leave the room but a nurse stops me and tells me I need rest. I attempt to fight back and saying I need to talk to him but it's no use. I finally just give up and head back to the hospital bed and lay down. This is going to be a long few weeks.

--A/N--

Hey guys, I'm back! Sorry that I was gone for so long but I was going through some tough stuff in my life but I figured it out. Thank you all for being patient with me. Also, YES THIS STORY IS CONTINUING! -Ashton❤️

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