As someone who faces anxiety and depression you need to know one thing.
"You control Anxiety, it doesn't control you."
Trust me you think that it is a peice of bullshit that quote. I wonder who said it. That's to much work to find out so I'm gonna stop thinking about it.
Right now it is 9:50. In ten minutes it will be ten. Then sixety minutes until 11:00. As 11:00 hits it would be only 3600 seconds away from 12:00.
I realized something strange and unusale. Nothing to be paranoid about but just hear this. Every time a kids with anxiety looks at something new they see potential but they don't know how to create it. I know that new ideas need to be made every day. Why aren't things made by kids with anxiety everyday? Overthinking all over again. That sudden erge to get sick when talking in front of the class. What is the worse thing that can happen, you get laughed at. No... it is that the class sees you. That's the worse thing. Being looked at. Those eyes of fellow classmates burning into your skin. That's a 100% no times the third power.
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I know it was short but I am so tired for some unknown reason! Summer is almost here so yay! ~RARA
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JugendliteraturYoung Rosa tells her story of anxiety. The struggle of waking up in the morning with knowing there is no happy days. Every day is the same in Rosa's eyes. There will never be a guy just a dream that is yet to be achieved. Will it ever? Read "Maybe N...
