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i was bored that time.

i just finished the meal that lena, my favorite nurse, had given me.

i kept on convincing her to let me go out for awhile because i was really bored but just like what she would always say...

"sky, you know it's dangerous if i let you go out right?" it was so obvious that she's trying her very best to sound sincere and all to make me believe but nah.

"but lena! just for awhile, it won't take long i swear. if you want, you can accompany me." i whined.

the moment she sighed, i already know she'll let me go out that's why i immediately hugged her.

i couldn't contain my smile when we were already walking through the hallways, lena wanted me to sit on a wheelchair but i didn't let her.

i can obviously walk.

"lena! dr. moore needs you right now, we have an emergency!" i pouted as i heard a nurse, whom i think the name is jess, shouted.

lena looked at me and already gestured for me to go back but i stayed on my feet and didn't even move.

"sky, do you want me to call a nurse for you to go back?" i can already sense that lena is pissed.

"a few minutes more, don't worry lena i can manage. if something bad happens, i will never go out again." she stared at me to make sure that i'm serious on what i was saying.

"fine. take care!" i smiled and waved at her as she ran towards the emergency room.

i walked towards the nurses office where i saw mrs. field, whom i already met. whenever i take my injections, she's one of the assistant nurses. she kept on smiling at me and muttering 'it will be okay' that's why i love her. she's kind.

"mrs. field!" she glanced towards my direction and when she saw me, she immediately smiled and waved.

"how are you sky? i hope you're doing good." i love how her voice sounded so calm and soothing.

"i guess i'm doing good mrs. field, atleast i get to go out and have fun for a little bit." she laughed.

"you should go to the park sometimes, just use a wheelchair for safety." i nodded and smiled at her.

in the midst of our conversation, we suddenly heard nurses and doctors who were screaming and asking for help. i furrowed and tried to also look. mrs. field who was beside me earlier was nowhere to be found.

and then suddenly infront of me, was a boy who's lying down on a stretcher blood all over his face, while multiple doctors and nurses were busy checking on him.

everything that time seemed to slow down. all I can see is you.

when you were already inside the emergency room, i can't help but think...

i've always loved to look at people, and then tell them what kind of color i see in them.

just like lena, i see the color white in her cause she's kind, she's pure; thus white symbolizes her.

i see the color blue in me, cause i love skies just like my name; i do believe blue symbolizes me.

but you; all I can see is black.

pure black.

maybe because you've been through a lot, or maybe because you're not happy.

the moment i saw you, everything about you seems so dark.