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comfort.

i woke up feeling a bit dizzy.

i was actually surprised when i saw you in my room. you just came out from the bathroom and when you noticed i'm already awake, you quickly walked towards me and hugged me.

"he did listen to my prayers." you mumbled.

and then suddenly i remembered that one time when we're talking, and i gave you such advices.

"i don't wanna live anymore you get that? cause no one listens to me, no one loves me! nobody cares!" you cried infront of me, not minding the people who are walking behind us, looking weirdly at us.

"august, you're just saying that cause you still have that anger in your heart. let it go! and when you open your heart again? just always remember to talk to him first. say all the things you wanna say, trust him." i seriously said while you looked at me confused.

"i tried. but he never did." you coldly answered back.

i sighed cause i knew this will not be easy. i know it'll be hard to convince you, but i don't wanna give up.

"he never left us august, all things happen for a reason right? may it be bad, may it be good." that moment you're already silent.

it seems like you're already being convinced.

but that wasn't enough.

i stood up and made you stand up too, you raised an eyebrow at me and i pulled you into a hug.

"just try again, august." i whispered before finally letting go and leaving you again in the garden, dumbfounded.

"i told you august." i sarcastically said, i giggled at my own joke to lighten up the mood and thank goodness you laughed too.

"seriously sky, how are you feeling?" you put your hand in my forehead to check if i'm hot but i giggled.

"i'm fine already august, anyway what are you doing outside my room? and...why are you crying?" i somehow managed to ask you.

"cause we're friends already right? and friends love each other." you smiled brightly and showed your perfect white teeth that's why i laughed at your cuteness.

we spent the whole day just talking and laughing at each other's silliness. you didn't even went out in my room cause literally the whole time we're just talking and eating and then repeat it all over again.

it became a usual thing for us august, do you still remember?

i've always loved it when you visit me in my room so that we can play games that's suitable for me of course, telling me your corny jokes and stuffs but i still find it funny though. playing your favorite playlist as always, i even showed you one of my paintings!

i will never forget that time you said that i should never stop doing the things i like just like drawing, painting and such cause it's really amazing.

it made me so inspired august.

i don't even know how many works i've added already, as long as i'm making you happy whenever you see my works and i can always see your perfect smile.

since then, i realized that the color i saw in you during our first meeting was very wrong.

cause you weren't really dark, you're the most colorful person i know august.