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you love watching movies.

atleast that's what i know, almost everyday you visit me and you always bring a lot of different dvds for the both of us to watch.

it became a bond between us.

i can still remember you saying that when the time comes that i am healed already, you'll bring me to the mall and we'll just have fun.

i'm sure I'll have fun just imagining us doing all those things, i've always wanted to go outside.

do the things that normal people usually do, and you made me even more determined to be stronger and to be healed already so that we can finally go out.

"sky, you know you're beautiful. you're the most bravest girl i've ever met." you mumbled into my ear that one time when we're watching a movie and your arms was wrapped around my shoulder.

i smiled and nodded.

your words are enough august.

i believe in anything that you will say.

"august..." i said while we're still watching.

"hmm?" you responded and looked at me.

i bit my lip, thinking if i should say what i wanted to say or just shrug it off already.

"what if... i don't make it?" it almost came out as a whisper.

i felt you moved so i also adjusted on my seat, i looked at you and i was greeted by a narrowed eyebrow of yours.

you look so mad.

"don't you ever say that sky, you'll make it alright?" you held my hand and looked at me deeply in the eyes.

and as always, my heart would melt everytime i'll meet those breathtaking eyes of yours.

i don't know but i just found myself nodding at you.

we hugged each other after that and continued to watch the movie.

i am happy, but i can't hide the fact that i'm scared.

i'm scared that this friendship will turn into something more deeper and i'll never make it.

how about you august?

who'll be with you if i'm gone already?

i'm sorry.