Mess Up // Ethan Dolan

Chapter 6

I decided to go to school in the morning for some reason. I walked, because I didn't want to talk to my dad.

Of course when I got to school Matt came to me and apologized. I stupidly accepted his apology, because I didn't realize it was a bad choice. He promised he would not drink anymore, because he didn't want to hurt me.

Ethan found out and came to me during lunch yelling at me about it.

I ignored him. I was just staring into his eyes. After that kiss, I just couldn't forget how attractive he was.

I had to try though, because I was taken.

After the first couple of weeks in school no one cared about me anymore, so I sat by myself during lunch, just thinking and watching people.

I guess Matthew only wanted a girlfriend, but didn't care about her. I don't know. Boys are weird.

Never get a boyfriend. Ever. Your daddy would probably hurt him, ha ha ha ha ha.

Anyways, after school, I walked back home. I received a message from an unknown number saying, "you think Matt "loves" you hahahaha we know what happened the other night we know that you tried to have sex with him, but he wouldn't cause you're icky😂😂😂😷".

I started crying after I read the message. Why would Matthew say something like that?

And then, I received another, "you think Matt "loves" YOU hahahahahahaha he had sex with me last night"

Those words hurt me so much. Why would he do something like this?

I texted Matt and asked if me could hang at the coffee shop and he came and picked me up.

I told him we needed to talk and I broke up with him. He kept telling me that we were still together, cause he doesn't get dumped he dumps people.

I didn't talk to him for the rest of the day.

Ethan texted me and said him and Grayson were going to the hideout and asked did I want to come, so I said yeah and I went to it.

They came the way that is closer to their house, because they lived on the back side of our neighborhood.

All of us went to the old office and had a deep conversation. I told them that I broke up with Matt cause he cheated on me and then under his breath, Grayson said, "oh, so you can be mine now".

We all giggled, because gray and e always played like that.