Hold Me Closer [Jamilton]

Madison-36 (wahahaha you thought)

Alexander slammed the door in my face. I don't blame him, I haven't seen him for months an my face is also slightly deformed.

(You still can't see him)

Dotted scars lined around my eyes. A sickness a few months ago blinded me. I couldn't bring myself to go see Thomas, so I hid. I joined The Reynolds Gang, which is less of a gang an more of a club. ('See')

"Uh- Alexander..." I spoke up awkwardly.

I heard door creaked open, and Alexander slid out, closing the door behind him.

"Madison, um, how ya been." He replied eerily.

"Uh, blind." I said. I heard him shift awkwardly.

"Is Thomas here?" I asked.

"Uh, he's-"

"Alex, who's at the door?" I heard the sweet voice of Thomas from behind the door. I heard the door open, and I could almost sense a shocked vibe.

"Wh- wha- uh-" Thomas stuttered in shock. "Mads, I thought you were dead!"

"But, I thought the hospital called and said I was coming back?" I replied. Did he forget?

"I, uh- I dropped the phone when they said 'you passed.' I just thought-"

"They meant I passed the eye test. The test to make sure my eyes actually stayed in my head." I cut him off. "But uh, I can't see now."

Thomas stayed silent, and I heard Alexander shifting uncomfortably.

"Madison, let's get inside the dorm." Alexander broke the silence, and I nodded in reply, following the two inside.

They led me to sit down on the couch, and I looked around, though I couldn't see anything.

"So is Burr away?" I ask. I could tell two were uncomfortable.

"What, did he die?" I chuckled sarcastically.

"Um... He did... Actually..." Alexander told me solemnly.

I paused in shock. "Wh-what?"

I felt the atmosphere of the room shift, what else had happened while I was away? Did I miss out on any milestones?

Alexander spoke up again. "Um yeah- he formed a suicide pact with Angelica and Peggy...." His voice trailed off and I could feel him get off the couch.

"I'm so sorry that I brought it up, I didn't know-" I stopped, not wanting to make matters worse than the were.

"It's alright. We should, we should probably, uh, fill you in on what's been going on here..." Alex spoke solemnly.

He explained that Martha and Lafayette he been killed in a crash, Washington then killing himself. Theodosia, Eliza and Maria had been murdered, and then Aaron, Angelica and Peggy forming a suicide pact.

I stood in shock as Alex spoke. It's only been 6 months? How has everyone died?

Thomas still has barely said a word to me. In my head I could still imagine his beautiful face.

"I'm sorry I wasn't here for this." I whispered. Alexander sighed. "It's not your fault."

IAN: wha hahahahahhahahahah y'all thought he was dead! Btw this is what Madison looks like  Courtesy of   nrubbs 

Adios amigoooooooooos