We Meet Again (Gerard Way Love Story) (Sequel to Love And Hate)

Seven

Vy's POV:

"Vy, wake up!"

"WAKE UP!"

"Are you alive in there?"

"GOD DAMMIT WAKE UP VIOLLETTA!"

The curtain to my bunk is ripped open and freezing cold water is dumped on me. "FUCK ALL OF YOU! I ALREADY WAS AWAKE! LEAVE ME ALONE GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!" I jump out of the bunk. My band mates scatter and a groan escapes my lips. They must have brought me here earlier.

Fuck all of them. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuckdy, fuck, fuck, fuck! I run my hands across my face as I make my way to the kitchenette. I pour myself some coffee, add cream and sugar, mix, and down it. I slam the cup down on the counter once the drink is gone.

I stalk back to the bunks and pull random clothing out of my bag. I walk into the bathroom, chuck the clothes to the floor, pull out a couple towels, and run the water. Once the temperature is where I prefer it, I pull the plug and water pours out of the shower head.

I strip out of my clothes and get under the water. A groan escapes my lips as the scalding hot water beats against my back. I shift myself so I'm completely under the water and I stay there until I'm throughly soaked.

I pull my wet hair back, getting my bangs off of my face. I sigh and sit cross-legged on the bottom of the shower. I zone out as I let the water beat against my fair skin. Ugh, I hate this, I'm just so stressed right now.

I need to fix this. I need to fix my friendship with the boys. I need to put my feelings for Gerard out of the way. I need to let Gerard and Frankie be together and be happy. After all, they are my childhood friends. 

I'm being selfish by acting like I have. What Gerard and I had is the past, it's in the past, and it doesn't exist now and it won't exist in the future. Did we even have anything? We kissed a few times, but that's it.

We never went out on a date, never became official... We never had a chance. It was all in my head... Everything I did was for me and that's it. Yes, while exposing Lyn-z did help Gerard. I guess I really was doing it so I would have a chance with Gerard.

Being Unknown was my way of doing so, it was my way to get to know him when he didn't want to talk, it was apart of a delusional fanatsy I had created. None of it was real. I may have really liked Gerard, but that's all it was, a crush. 

It's like my life is being written for me. That I'm just a fictional character in someone's story. That I can't even control my own actions and emotions, someone else is controlling them for me. My life is like some crappy piece of fan fiction written by a little loney teenager, like I once was.

I take a deep breath. I've gotta change my life. This.... This wretched person that I've somehow become, it isn't me. I finish with my shower and step out. I dry myself off, wrapping my hair in my towel and letting it sit on top of my head.

I pull my clothes on and look in the mirror. See, this is better. A plain black short sleeved tee and deep purple shorts. I don't need to be over the top anymore, now do I? I was just trying to be someone else. I was trying to forget who I was.

But, I don't need to do that anymore. I grab my eyeliner and quickly put it on how I like. I let my hair fall and I use the towel to soak up the remaining water. I finish with my hair and sigh again. This is better. No more false.

"Hey, where are you going?" Kassie asks. "Out. I have somethings to do." I say quietly and walk out of the bus. I shove my hands into my pockets and walk silently towards My Chem's bus. The door to their bus opens and my heart beats faster.

Ray and Mikey step out. They turn to me and their eyes go wide. "VIOLLETTA!" Mikey screams. "What?" I ask confused. "MOVE!" Ray shouts and points behind me. What's going on with these two?

I turn around and see what their screaming about headed my way. I let out a scream and my body freezes. I watch as it gets closer to me. I close my eyes, I feel it hit me, and I black out.