Chapter 11: 1 year 4 months 2 weeks 10 hours and 32 minuets

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Arianna POV

Bethy and I were going to the movies today she was a little older than two years old.  I send Angelo pictures of her every 3 months.  I've called him on multiple occassions when we do something big for her, but he won't show up and that's his choice.  After her birthday party with me and his family he threw her a party of his own when his mother took her for a few days.

I'm working a part-time job as a secretaray at a law firm, to pay for my neccessities, and rent.  We live in a condo and utilities are included.  Angelo sends money which I use for food Elizabeth's day care and extra activities. 

Do I miss him? Yes, with everything in me, but I know that I have men all over my complex all the time, monitoring my work place and Bethy's school, there's always one of his men following me wherever we go. 

So  I know even though I'm in danger, I'm covered.

"Mommy"

"Yes, baby girl"

"Is that daddy?"

I looked up and saw Angelo smoking a cigarette while leaning on the truck I stole from him a little over a year ago.

"1 year 4 months 2 weeks 10 hours and 32 minuets" He said

"What?"

"1 year, 4 months 2 weeks 10 hours and 32 minuets since I've seen you"

He put the cigarette out and walked over to us

"Hey daddy!!"

"Hi pumpkin!" He picked her up and kissed her

Then L.J. and Lorenzo came out of the other truck.

"Mommy!"

L.J. ran over and hugged me I see him every other week but I guess it's never enough

"Hi baby"

"Mommy don't call me that"

"I'm sorry" I kissed his forehead.

Lorenzo took the kids into the car

"Amore"

"Angelo"

"Don't be like that baby"

He came over and grabbed my face

"I miss you amore" he spoke

"You smell like cigarettes"

"I've gained like ten pounds from eating out.  I almost burned down the house twice"

"Oh Molly doesn't cook"

"Shut up I miss you and I want you to come home"

His eyes started to water

"I'm so alone without you.  My house in not a home anymore.  I couldn't even sleep with her because when I tired I kept seeing you, I called her Ari.  The house smells like you, I swear I hear your laugh all the time.  I wake up and I go to kiss you and you're not there.  I love you amore and I've said it once and I'll say it again.  If you want me to quit the mob, say it and I will.  I've already been looking for someone to take over.  Amore I love you, and you missed or wedding."

I shook my head October 14th was the only day we actually spoke.  "We spoke on then, you didn't wisk me off to some church, we got drunk and made out and then you left before I could wake up. And what happens when I come back."

He goes in his pocket and pulls out my engagement ring and he puts it on my finger and kisses my hand.

"We can be together again, and we can talk and decide together on moving and we can plan our wedding and make some babies, and I can try and makke you as happy as I can"

"okay" I whispered why? I don't know but I loved him and technically Elizabeth wasn't mine and she needed her father, and I also couldn't stand waking up by myself either

He grabbed my face and kissed me so deep that it made my knees weak, it was like our first kiss all over again.

"I love you amore"

"I love you too Angelo"

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