What Is This?

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by marcbearpig

by marcbearpig

What is this?

What is this feeling that makes me feel horrible on the inside?

What is this feeling that makes me hideous on the outside?

I don't call it sadness because that doesn't cut it

I don't call it depression because people avoid it

I won't call it fear because I'm scared of it

I won't call it an illness because I don't feel sick

Some call it indifference, some call it a fabrication

It's hard to disagree when you're in isolation

I can't get happy, I can't feel good

I can't make expressions when I'm made out of wood

What is this feeling that makes me feel gloom

Like a teenager filled with adolescent doom

What is this feeling? What does it mean?

I'm desperate for answers, I'm aching for dreams

What is this feeling I want to dismiss?

What is this feeling?

I didn't ask for this...