It will get worse before it gets better...

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by marcbearpig

by marcbearpig

Hello, it's good to see you. Are you keeping well?

No, I've spent 2 years now on my own personal hell

I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you sad or offend

I just want to be normal again, I don't want to pretend

So let's start with the basics and go to the start of your life.
Way before you had this disorder, your kids and your wife.
The road ahead is stormy and your path will begin to get wetter.
You have to understand that it will get worse before it gets better.

I understand but reliving this is tearing me apart.
For the past two years I've lived without a soul or a heart.

Thinking about your repressed memories, how do they make you feel?

I think "what did I do to deserve this" and "this cannot be real"
I think that looking back makes the past seem so bleak.

Thank you m*** but I'm afraid that's all the time we have for this week.