I woke up the next day feeling the space on the other side of the bed empty. "Harry?" I called out. No response. Shoving the covers off of me I slid into some cloths and went down stairs. He wasn't there. "Predictable." I scoffed shaking my head. He sleeps with me then leaves. I felt hurt for a moment but pushed that feeling away and got ready for school. "I only slept with him because I was upset. It was a moment of weakness, I didn't know what I was doing." I told myself that over and over trying to make myself believe it was true. Was it?
"Have you seen Harry?" I asked Brooke as soon as I sat down for first period. "Nope. He's probably skipping." She said. "Oh." I said, turning around. "Wait. Why do you all of the sudden care where Harry Styles is?" She said, her eyes widening. After a long pause her jaw dropped and she said, "Please tell me you didn't sleep with him!" "What? No!" I said looking down at the floor. "Alyssa! How could you loose your virginity to a guy you just met! And to Harry Styles of all people?" She said in a harsh whisper. "I don't wanna talk about it ok." I said, rolling my eyes and turning around in my seat. I didn't wanna deal with this right now, I was already regretting what happened last night with Harry.
It was finally the end of the day and I was getting books from my locker when I noticed people were giving me strange looks. "Did she really sleep with Harry Styles?!" I heard a girl whisper. "She has no class." Another one said, not even caring if I heard her or not. I saw Brooke coming out of a classroom and I went up to her and slapped her right across the face. "What the hell?!" Brooke said holding the side of her face. "How could you? How could you tell everyone I slept with Harry!" I yelled, trying not to slap her again. A guilty look crossed her face. "Alyssa I'm so sorry I-
"No." I said, cutting her off. I just shook my head and walked away, feeling the tension around me.
The next few days were long and miserable. Harry wasn't showing up to school and I was beginning to think I wouldn't see him again. After everyone found out that I slept with Harry my reputation at school was ruined and I had no friends. And the worst part was that I didn't have my best friend there to help me through it all. I could never talk to my parents, they were always at work. I don't think I could even tell them. I had no one.
I stayed late after school Monday night to work on some assignments that I missed this semester. I was starting to get behind on my school work.
When I was walking home that night, I passed by a bar and stopped in front of it. "Why not?" I muttered to myself, pulling the door open and walking in. There weren't many people in there, and the bar tender was just cleaning some glasses. Then I saw Harry sitting at the bar alone, with a glass of vodka. I felt like I haven't seen him in years. I felt a pang of hurt as I remembered waking up with him no where to be seen. I slowly walked up to him and slid in the seat next to him. He didn't even look up at me. I felt a longing feeling for him to notice me, to at least look at me. "Every one has turned against me, even the people who I thought were my friends. I don't even think my parents care enough to even notice me. I have no one to turn to but you." I said staring at the half empty glass of vodka in his hand. "Actually you don't even have me." He said looking up at me. "You held a certain fascination. When you were beautiful. Delicate. Untouched. But now.. I don't want you anymore. And I can't see why anyone else would." He said staring right into my eyes. He took another drink from his glass and looked away again. I didn't move or react or say anything. I just stayed there, frozen in place. I could barley process in my mind the things he just said to me. I sat there for a few more moments with a blank expression on my face before getting up slowly and leaving. I could feel no tears in my eyes, or sadness, or anger. Just emptiness.
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