Separation Anxiety » Johnnyboy

Separation Anxiety

I find the distance awful,

But it's not the loneliness

That makes me weep like a fool,

Nor is it the empty press

Of slender emotions, expressionless,

Drifting ghostlike over an ice flow,

Whispering softly-tepid. No... less, much less.

I hear them in my ear, terrifying and cold,

Rising off the hard water.

Murmurs, whimpering, and how my eyes burn

In the blowing snow,

And water at their lack of even hollow

Piety, as if deceit could return

To me what you give,

A desire amor, to even live.

Loneliness is for fools,

And Earth for the dead;

It is divinity that I lose

When we're apart,

And why your absence, I so dread.

~Shannon Walker

I closed my journal softly, thinking of my beloved. I love him, and he loves me. Thats why it hurts so much when I can't feel his soft skin on mine. It hurts when I can't hear his soothing voice whisper sweet nothings in my ear, making me shiver.

My skin burns and aches for his touch, and I can't live without his arms being wrapped around me. He's my drug, and I can't get enough of him. Call me an addict with a pen, if you will. He's my cure; my savior.

As I grow closer and closer to him, I discover more things about myself.

I feel safe, and complete with him. I've had severe Sepration anxiety all my life, and he puts it to rest. After Sodapop left my life, and Darry having to work all the time, I plummeted. I was alone.

Alone, Alone, Alone. I hate that word. I knew he was different from the moment my hazel eyes met his deep caramel ones. They had put me in a trance; a wonderful trance. All thoughts of being alone were wiped away.

        Now, learn about my experience with seperation anxiety and the wonderful boy I met. The wonderful boy who goes by the name Johnathan Cade and is truly my hero.

                                                                    ~Ponyboy Curtis

                                                                                     ~COMING SOON~

(Only an introduction)