Mirror - Phan

7:

Dan:

     I wanted to see Caspar so bad right now. I kept texting him and calling him on Skype. Was he not....interested in me anymore? "Calm down Daniel you're probably overreacting." I assured myself. My dad called me to dinner. I didn't answer or go. I wanted him to leave me alone most of the time. He didn't understand how the LGBT community works. When I came out to him and only him...he...

My straight and homophobic brother came in my room and called me by "the name I should have been given". "Hey! Fag!" He proclaimed so loud my dad could hear. "Come down to your dinner. Or maybe you just wanna suck my dick? Will that fill you up little penis BITCH!" I told him to go away and he just slapped me. He said, "You can't be my brother." He said disappointedly. I started crying and I had to text Caspar at that moment.

I opened my phone, knowing that I called Caspar "Papa Caspar" on my phone so I went to the first contact on p and texted my love.

Me: I love you.

He answered instantly but I couldn't see because I was actually hungry. I had to eat with my homophobic bro while he made jokes about me, "always eating meat because I was tired of beating it." Of course my dad told him to stop. I didn't really care that he accepted me now. I will never forget what...happened. After hell- I mean- dinner, I went to my room and checked my phone when I realized I made a huge mistake.

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: um....dan. I have something to tell you.
I was right! That bitch Caspar...wait... I checked the contact name and I screamed in embarrassment.
Phil the Mormon: I'm straight? And my parents...
Me: oh shit! That was meant for someone els!
Phil the Mormon: k I was v awkward sry but for who?
Me: my....
Me: mom....
I couldn't tell him the truth. So I used my dead mom as an excuse. He was just...too early to know, that I'm a fag. I like sucking dick like the little penis bitch I am. I like to eat meat instead of beating it. I'm terrible...