I'll Fight For You || slow updates

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I'm pretty sure no one reads this story anymore, but I feel like I should probably say something in regards to what's going on.

Zayn has left One Direction and I am completely heartbroken. I found out in the middle of class and immediately called my mom to pick me up because I couldn't hold my tears in, I probably made a fool of myself in front of some people but I don't care. I love Zayn, just like I love all of the boys and my heart is hurting so much. It's hurting for him, because he was hurting so much that he was willing to leave his dreams behind, because the one thing that was supposed to be the best thing in his life didn't make him happy. It's hurting for Harry, Louis, Niall and Liam because their life is going to change drastically, because they will no longer have their best friend on tour with them, and especially because now they are left to clean up the aftermath and will be reminded of his departure in many interviews to come. It's hurting for not only myself, but for every fan, because we will no longer have all five boys, because we won't get to see his beautiful smile and hear his beautiful laugh during interviews, because our chances of meeting him and telling him how much we love him and how much he means to us has suddenly diminished, and because knowing Zayn, we won't see much of him anymore. And although I feel all this hurting, I'm numb, I feel hollow, confused and angry. I don't know how things are going to be from now on, and I don't know how I'm meant to get over this, I'll feel fine one minute and the next I'm crying.

I do, however, know one thing: I will never stop supporting these boys. I will never forget all that they've done for me, and I will stand by their side always. You may be hurting now, but please don't allow the other boys to feel the way Zayn felt, shower them with love and support so we may preserve the fraction of One Direction we still have.

I will continue writing this story, and Zayn will remain a part of it. Nothing will change, in my heart he will always be a part of the boyband I fell in love with. I'm sending all of you my deepest love, please take care of yourselves. Xxxxx